disappointment!!

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 7:22 AM

as expected bad results for me..my 500bucks reward is totally dwn d drain..i only got 4a's out of 7 subjects..da rest were b's..da rewards dat was promised by my grandma was 7a's=1000bucks n 5a's=500bucks..n ntg for less den five a's..while nw i got only 4a's so 500bucks had jus flew past my face..fortunately my grandma agreed to give me 200bucks..300 less.

A's
-Bahasa Melayu-
-English-
-Science-
-Geography-

B's
-Mathematics-
-History-
-Kemahiran Hidup(teknikal)-

anyway i had expected it earlier..da 3 subjects dat i got b is exactly as i predicted..i knew i did badly in the 3 subjects..i was havin nightmares bout me gettin 2a's for a few nite since da past week..n i had a dream of gettin 4a's las nite..so i guess da dream las nite was da only correct wan..i'm kinda disappointed bout da result..but my aunty n grandma is tellin me nt bad d ok d n my frens is askin me to cool down n cheer up but i dun thk it's workin as it was an important exam for me..i should had study much earlier..neway thx for da support

i'll jus let it go n luk forward to my form 4 year..hope i wil b selected into science stream..can't wait to get my reward from my grandma!!!..xD

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Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 9:00 PM

-the borin n blurry mornin for me-
slept at 5am ytd..woke up at 9 bcos had to follow my parents to d market after fetchin my bro to ttn..blurrin d whole time..ltr on calvin text me tellin me badminton postponed..i was lik WTH??!!..so we tried arrangin over n over agn..end up we manage to held it..but nt in bukit dumbar bt permata.

-the borin condition of afternoon too-
reached my granny's hse at 12.15pm after fetchin my bro from ttn..he came up wit a statement sayin i controlled da comp n dun wanna let him use..my messenger cosin da comp to lag bla bla bla bla n i had to take da scoldins..damn it..den i went on as usual..bloggin,plurkin,chattin n frenster-in..den entered a dota game which i feel it's gettin borin.den alvin called to inform me dat badminton is in desa permata..5-7pm..unfortunately..yuejin couldn't make it..haih.so i asked for daryl's help in transportation..calvin told us he's comin but ltr.

-a creepy n freakin moment for me-
left hse at 4.45pm to walk to da destination i promised to wait for daryl at..which is opp skbl..at da cemetry..OMG!!..creepy..i was walkin at da quiet streets to reach der..took a rong turn which cos me to take da big round..i was replyin msges while der r lots n lots of bikers passin by starin at me..gosh..it was creepy..dat place was known for snatch thief..n dey luked lik suspicious ppls..i was so freaked out as i was in front on da cemetry with indian bikers starin at me(sorry if dat sounded racist)..while at d other side daryl forgot his shoe n reached late..i stood n holded my fear der.

-in desa permata-
reached desa permata at 5.15pm..alvin was der much earlier den us..so we played n played..den alvin's dad came..he played too..den he bought us some cold 100plus..thx uncle!!..half an hour ltr calvin texted me to inform me he couldn't make it..he claims he could nt locate his parents after shoppin in queensbay..==!!we met hon sern,chong wee n his frens der..bcos of calvin i needed to ask for hon sern's help to bring me home..luckily he din mind to fetch me home..thx hon sern!!

-after badminton-
reached home at 7.30pm..my whole body was so sticky n sweaty..yucks..hate dat condition(sound girlish??owh too bad!!)..took my bath once i reached home..n amazingly ders no food left on da table..i was so hungry..so i decided to cooked instant noodle wit crab stick n egg..it was kinda nice..it's really fillin..den gotta clean up da dishes al by my own..after dat, once agn i'm back in front of da comp..xD

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a close to miserable day..sigh!!

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 11:06 AM

it had been a damned day for me ytd..woke up at 8 o'clock in the mornin..i was havin a headache n feelin so sleepy as i slept at 3am da nite b4..was sms-ing on da phone..den went online in the mornin..couldn't find anyone online..it was so borin for me in the mornin..

went for mtg in the afternoon..i was so late for mtg..spent time der..talk talk talk..work work work..n den eat..hehe..ate a piece of roti canai n a glass "limau ais"(intro-ed by yuejin who claims xinning intro-ed)..==!!..so i guess my happy moment ended here..

i rushed home to dota wit calvin,alvin n yuejin who is in sky lane..got dc-ed in the first game cos couldn't ping da host which is yuejin..so calvin c8-ed da game..so i joined..it was a miserable game for me..so tofu da whole game..keep dyin..alvin n calvin made a great team.

went out after dat..den had my dinner..went online rite after i reached home..i found out ders sth rong wit my phone..i couldn't connect to my comp..it's either da port in phone is havin prob o my usb cable..da comp couldn't detect it..if i hold da phone up da comp can detect..if i leave it connection lost agn..arghh..i wish it's jus da prob of my cable n not da prob in my port cos if dats da case..it's gonna be so costly..HOW AM I GONNA TEL MY DAD??!!..ish

i continue chattin n checkin my cable til i forgot i promised to go offline by 12am..at 12.30am my aunty reminded me n told me dat i can't go online da next mornin..but stil she gave me freedom to go online..da only punishment was to sweep da garage..thx aunty..xD

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a borin year of chirstmas eve n christmas..

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 10:02 AM

dis is somehow my worst christmas in da history of my lyfe..COS IT'S SO BORIN!!i attended mtg on christmas eve..der was no celebration for me at al dis christmas..der was no bbq..no family dinner..omg..da only thg i could do on christmas eve was to lie down on da couch n watch "the legendary warrior"..==!!..but da mv was nice neway..at 11.55am i start textin n receivin texts..it was kinda enjoyin dat time..i chatted n played my bro's gameboy til 2am before i decided to sleep..

my dad was disturbin me non-stop..keep askin y i dun hav any bbq nite dis year...==!!

i woke up at 12 in the afternoon on christmas..i wen n lie down at da couch agn viewin thru da channels by astro..BORIN!!..my dad was paintin da grill of my hse..i had to take corn flakes n chocolate milk for my lunch as i can't wait for my dad to finish paintin..rite after i finish eatin my parents went out for lunch..arghh!!..so i stayed at home n watched "21"..dat mv can really bring me back to dreamland..zzz..i went to disturb my bro who was playin dota upstairs after da mv..den i startin takin over d seat n started playin..=)..after dinner i'm back in the couch agn..chattin on my phone..my dad was furious cos i was usin da phone da whole day..he threaten to keep my phone.i was like omg..ok i'll stop..ish

dats how my borin two days had pass..god save me!!..as for today i had 2 attend for mtg agn..sigh!!

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..da day of truth..

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 9:46 AM

all form 3 students of 2008 sat for PMR from october 13 to october 17..da outcome of our hard studies shall be revealed on da 30th of december which is on tuesday next week..gud luck to everyone.

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rain-love story(english)

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 10:55 AM

oh baby there's something dat i hav to tel u bout,
can't hold it in my heart,
all this pain is breakin me down,
thought i found my one true love,
couldn't show u how i feel,
i was stupid baby,
my pride wouldn't let me b real,
i'm askin for one more chance,
didn't noe where u stand,
or wat ur feelin demanded from me,
i pleaded ur luv wouldn't pass,
u left me out da rain,
when u jus walked away,
this song is a story of a true love tradegy,
i give up my heart,
i tried to give u al of me,
we've come to an ending somehow,
i don't know wat to do,
but i dun wanna forget nw,
i love you baby,
i stil love u,
this is the sound of honesty,
i gave up my heart,
i tried to be al i could b,
my hearts gonna wait 4evr,
i'm stil holdin on to......
...all of our moments together,
i luv u baby,
i stil luv u,
we were so much in luv,
tel me how could u forget,
wish u were here wit me but...
...memories are al i hav left,
it seems da promises...
that u made to me were ntg,
and you're smilin girl,
but i can see you're hurt within,
i'm askin for one more chance,
baby give me ur hand,
so we can both understand dis luv,
i pleaded ur luv wouldn't pass,
al da pieces of my soul,
want to live in ur heart,
this song is a story of a true love tragedy,
i gave up my heart,
i tries to give u al of me,
we hav come to an endin somehow,
i dunno wat to do,
but i dun wanna forget now,
i love u baby i stil love u,
this is da sound of honesty,
i gave up my heart,
i tried to be al i could be,
my heart's gonna wait forever,
i'm stil holdin on to...
...all of our moments together,
i luv u baby i stil luv u,

-dis part of song is dedicated to someone who i wish would understand me more..-

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a memorable day

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 12:16 AM

-group pic..(2nd shot)-
-back view of me..in mega que-
-a group pic wit xinning(i luk so blurry..hehe)-

our dear fren xinning wil b leavin penang for further studies in singapore tmr..we held an farewell outin for her in gurney..it was attended by calvin,yue jin,jeff,wei sheng,jian ming,me,wern yen,sheng hui,mei wan,zhi lin n obviously xinning..we reached gurney at 10.30am while another half reached ltr..wen to wrap up some present..den we started off wit brunch in kim gary..to be honest..i dun enjoy der..it's expensive n not dat tasty..xD..den spent half an hour standin in front of da cinema thkin wat movie to watch but end up din even watch a single movie..==!!..as expected we headed to da arcade..spent almost half da day der..spent n spent on games..den walk around..girls went for sa-pe-de once more in a&w while yuejin and calvin is singin..LMAO!!..den headed to mega que for some pool..hmmm..as expected once more i jus sux in it as it was my 2nd time playin it..hehe..it took me four rounds b4 i can actually get grip of da stick..xD..den we gave xinning her suprise prezzie..everyone was wonderin wats in da huge box..too bad it's a secret..ahahah..we sat at starbucks for quite some time..den we took some group pics..and one by one da girls leave..yuejin,calvin n i waited at da main gate for 1 an a half hour..courtesy of calvin's dad who was suppose to fetch us at 8..end up i reached home at 10 and no food left for me..==!!..

dats how my day had ended..sigh
we gonna miss u xinning..frens 4ever

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-the man who can't be moved-

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 12:33 AM

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

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Traplex08

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 10:36 PM

-4th of december 2008 - 7th of december 2008-
-penang free school-

a major event was held here..Traplex08!!

der had been continous ups and downs throughout d whole camp..conflicts continued..however thgs had to go on as usual..as how ppl use to say..d sun stil rise n set no matter where u are..so we had to force thru it..forgive and forget was applied..over n over agn we forgave n forget..it was kinda tough for our unit to go thru da camp dis way..however we hang on..we enjoyed and played durin da fun time and cabaran..it was da time da whole unit got together and play..den it was campnite dat was da most memorable to me..we went on wit al da events..dances,sketches,and specialties..den free dance..woohoo..my favourite..den da theme songs were played..shake it by metrostation,sempurna by andra and da backbone and oso shuo hao de xing fu ne by jay chou..we danced we enjoyed & we cried..it was my bst campnite..on da third nite i did not get a chance to finish up my memorable nite as i had to go back early..thx to my hk trip..argh!!..

after al..it was somehow my worse but my most memorable camp..miss da camp so much..
thx to tl matt,atl davids lim,atl daniel cheow,atl quah and assl chuah for makin it a success

missin da camp..

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.2nd pre camp.

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 10:42 PM


-sunburn..face bcome so red-

jus in time for another post jus before i go for my over9 mtg..Traplex08 2nd pre camp started today..i was kinda frustrated of da organisation of da unit today..i dunno wat to comment so me and xinyi who were in charge of da eq rack jus keep it to ourself..we were given orders and asked to strike over and over agn..we spent whole day on da eq rack..den every1 got fed up and helped daryl wit da tower and gateway..sun burn al over us..everyone were complainin..we turned into "LOBSTERS"..dat was da word dat was said the most in the campsite.LOL!!..

neway..gtg for my over9 mtg de..so long

signin out,
kaixian

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bst mtg ever

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 9:40 PM

al my frens met up at my house..we went for breakfast behind my hse..den we went to da playground..after few minutes,some went to mtg and some went to scul..den we meet up back in mtg place..settlin al probs..peace at las..den we went for lunch together..it was da first time whole unit includin guides and scouts sit together..we joke and had fun..our best unit lunch..we found out sth bout our dear ul and us too..LOL!!..da unlucky Lushi got water spilled on her..dai sei..ahahah..den we went back to mtg..10minutes ltr headed to scul..we joke on our whole journey..plans were made..xD..observation bout sth were made too..LOL!!..it was da bst Traplex moment we had dis year..some guides wanted to stay ltr cos dey enjoyed da mtg..yet dis is gonna be our las mtg as pre camp starts..gonna miss it..

i guess dis shall be my las post until Traplex08 ends n until when i'm back from HK..i'll be flyin to HK by da 6th of December..so i couldn't finish up da camp..plans were made to make dis years' memorable nite a real memorable wan..wil update after i'm back from HK

neways..good luck and al da bst for al Traplex participants and excos'..

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-doggies-

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 7:58 PM


-da youngest 1..BUDDY!!-

-da eldest 1..RINGO!!-

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..a borin day at home..

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 7:34 PM



hmmm..i woke up at 1pm today..it was a nice slp..den i ate my gma's home made nasi lemak..it was amazing..den i went out for around 2 hours..rite after i'm back, i sat down in front of da comp..chatttin wit da same person for quite some time..den i went for da nasi lemak for da 2nd time bcos der was ntg better to do..den i helped my aunty wit some gardenin..as a result..i had an back-ache..==!!..after gardenin back in front of comp agn..sigh!!

feelin so bored..

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a day of fun and realization

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 12:58 AM

i woke up at 8 today bcos daryl gave me a wake up call as he promised..thx daryl..den he reached my house at 8.30..i jus got up off bed..den after cleanin up we search for dance song and we found it.."o" by omarion..dat song is fantastic..den after saving da clip we went off to meet up wit calvin and waited for wernyen and da rest..and i met da funniest person i had ever seen today..HENG KHAI LING!!..she luffed non stop..her laughter is powerful enuf to make everyone start luffin.LOL!!..den we went for breakfast..wat an unlucky day as i order drink at a diff time...if i ordered earlier daryl could had pay for me..den for fud if i ate da same food as da others khai ling could had paid for me..sigh..after da meal she continued laughin..OMG!!..she's totally insane..den we wen over to deir mtg..and played sth to test my luck..xD..unfortunately it's proved my luck wasn't good..haihh..

a ful day off fun ended..once i reached home i started to noe so much thg dat happened and make me realised so much thg..haihh..someone's personality is so unpredictable..jus let it be..cool down my frens who went thru da toughness..everything wil be fine..=)

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diggin mission succeeded

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 3:16 AM


owh yes..da food digger manage to dig out food..but it's jus kiam chai thing wit rice..xD..well i noe dis post is lame..ahaha..

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-thing start to change..thx-

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 2:12 AM

haih..i left home fot mtg at 12..i kept to myself da whole mtg..even when we were at da playground..i was sittin all alone while da others are enjoyin demself on da slide..wat i hav to complain..i deserve it..so i shall jus keep to myself..i continued wit it til da mtg ended..but no one seem to care..except for mingyih..he's always da fren dat will be wit u durin ur ups and down..thx mingyih..so once i reached home i started receivin msges dun lidat la no one blamin u blah blah blah..watever..but i stil can't get thru it til dis moment dat we start chattin together..hmmm..i could feel dat i'm part of dem agn..neways..i stil needa do sth to pay back wat i had done..=)..neways..sorrry again to al my fren..and again i'm stayin late at nite..in a conver wit calvin,wern yen and daryl..gosh i'm so hungry..so long..gonna dig some foodd

-food digger..xD-

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fAilUrE!!!!..

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 8:21 PM

da selection day was held in the youth park today..i was chosen as da main charater for da unit specialty..unfortunately i could not hold da role as wat i'm as expected too..hmmm..i've cos da unit to lost deir chance to perform their specialty in da campnite..only one outta three of our items are selected..sorry guys..

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work it out fas!!..xD

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 10:32 PM

selection day is jus tmr..i din manage to finish up da job assigned to me which is to plan da scout dance..i'm so worry if Phorcyes may end up failin in da selection..i wish i could gain forgiveness from my Ul,Us and other unit member..i'm sorry my fren..

so, we had another over9 mtg to plan out sth for dance..i guess i'm not gonna get to slp agn as i'm stil feelin so sorry..and oso ders so much more to do..so lets jus work together dis nite to get a dance..every1 if feelin da stress now as da monent is gettin closer and closer..so lets jus get to work..adios

feelin sorry,
kAixiAn

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.a 24 hours' mtg.

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 10:15 PM


-our midnite supper..xD..3 cups of milo and a bowl of corn flakes-


haihh..at 10 sharp daryl and i step out of my house and head towards out mtg place..as usual jus another dull mtg..til 1.30 when janggiap came to mtg..den we headed for our lunch after i cooked starch..den al da scouts except da fully contributed mingyih headed to my house for dance..while da other guides headed back to mtg place for deir guides dance..except wernyen and xinyi..we stared at da comp for quite sometime..askin each other wat now over and over agn..==!!..den calvin and da other members went back to da mtg place..

hmmm..den i went for dinner wit my ah ma..at 10pm daryl and calvin reached my hse for over9 mtg..arghh..gotta continue wit dance..STRESS!!..it's a doubt if we gonna slp tonite as Mr UL is jus watchin us..wow..we're so afraid of him..do we??..stil wonderin..xD..hmmm..not much time left..gotta continue wit our dance..adios..

hmmm..it's 2.30am now..looks lik i got blurred..i am editin my post instead of addin a new post..xD..hmmm..wat had we done for dis whole time??..urmm..havin some nice nescafe a cup each and milo too..hmmm..wat an enjoyin over9 mtg..ahaha..not much thg done i guess..combine dance is half past done..scout dance??..urm urm.can i dun answer??...ahahha..looks like it's a nice and enjoyin but wasted nite..xD..

stressed up and blurred..kAixiAn

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nite wolf wakin up as an early bird

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 8:22 AM


i went to bed at 4.01am..it was a sweet sleep for me..i couldn't even move my body at al as i was so so sleeepy..den at 8.00am i received a wake up call from daryl..he suppose to come to my house early and get to mtg together..grrr..I"M SO SO GOD DAMN SLEEPY!!..so da wake up cal did not work on me..i went back to my sleep..at 8.22am..he called again.."Kai Xian,can u open da door,i'm outside ur hse"..i rushed out of bed and ran downstairs jus to open da door..and poof i'm back in front of my comp again..with my swollen eyes, blurry face, sharp voice, small small eyes,..xD..hmmm..kinda worry at da same time as me and daryl is in charge of da mtg today as UL Calvin is havin his UL & PL's mtg..i'll have to organise da mtg together wit daryl..and accordin to wat i heard today's gonna be da day wit da highest attendance..owh crap..and my US has to deal wit a parent..good luck to her..ok,dats al for now..gottta prepare for my mtg..see ya

signin out,
kAixiAn

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.in the mid of da nite.

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 3:42 AM


wow...it's 3.42am..but i'm stil awake..same goes to my "good" US Yee Wern Yen and Daryl Yeoh..we were stil in a conversation talkin crap as no one tot of sleepin...dis is da third nite of me stayin up til dis time..kinda sleepy but dun feel lik sleepy..hmmm..wonderin wat i'm sayin..sorry guyss..i'm so blur rite now..ahahah..

stil awake but blurrin, oOi kAi xIAn

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first day of bloggin..

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 11:58 PM

hmmm.. after so long.. at last i started my own blog.. somehow it's stil look very dull.. der gonna be much much more changes to da blog soon.. neway.. i would lik to show my appreciation to my fren which help me thru my time settin up diss blog.. too bad she din wan too be named.. neway thx to her.. dats al for today..


signing out,
kAixiAn

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