..ExposureToMyLife..: 2009

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 6:02 PM

MERRY CHRISTMAS PPL!!
-HOHOHO-

-Santa..!! SAVE ME FROM CHICKEN POX!!-

Avatar & CTC Campfire

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 4:33 PM

Went to watch The Avatar on the 17th of December in Gurney with WanQing, Germaine, MayMay and WoeiJai before CTC campnight. Did i miss out anyone?? Hmmm....

The movie was fantastic.. Here's a few screenshots for you.

And here's the group pic after CTC Campfire

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Traplex Beach Outing

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 3:38 PM

Attended Traplex 09 beach outing at the Tanjung Bungah Beach Hotel.
It was organised by the Falcon PL Aaron Chew.
Met up wit MayMay at Kwang Hwa Primary School for a ride to the beach.
Together in the car was MayMay and her family, Germaine, Yuejin and ME!!

Started to talk talk and talk once we reached there.
Things changed after my HANDPHONE WENT SWIMMING IN THE SEA.....
It destroyed my day, worrying bout the cost of repair & how boring my night gonna be.

Went swimming and SOTONG-ING around xDD
After 2 hours of swimming, followed the organiser to Island Plaza to buy some foodstuff.
Had a light meal in KFC.......

Went back to the beach for BBQ.. YueJin and I set up the fire for the night.

Spent the entire night playing poker, watching movie and textin wit SueFern's phone. THANKS SIS!! =) Lushi was so freaked out during the whole movie. Interested in knowing the storyline but don't dare to watch. LOL!!

-Dats when my hp went swimming after being chased by kenny-

-Volleyball-

-Volleyball (funny moment)-

-Scenery pic stolen from Mandy. xD-

-Swimming Santa-

-Santa Clause got SOTONG-ED-

-Group pic (1)-

-Group pic (2)-

-Group pic (3)-

-RIP-

-Shopping (1)-

-Shopping (2)

-BBQ Session-

-Busy-ing wit the handphone-

Played blackjack wit KahHeng and Alex during the night. Loser wil have to eat cold hotdogs while winner gets the warm boiled hotdogs. Had a gay bathe with KahHeng and Aaron the next morning in the bathtub, sadly there's no picture of it.........

Walking away,
kaixian.

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Traplex 09

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 1:46 PM

Traplex 09 was held on the 3th-6th of December 2009 with the pre camps on 30th of November til 2nd Of December....

Speaking bout Traplex 09. All that left are memories....
Traplex 09 had taught me lots and lots of lesson.
Venture Unit 1 confirmed their combination with SGGS durin the combined mtg.

Soon problems starts to arise.....

-division of guides, conflict among members, choosing a suitable mtg place-

However, things were brought to a calm flow 3 days after combined mtg.

We then had out unit name choosen...FALX!!

-Logo-

Had our temporary mtg place at The Cat Studio. Soon to realised it wasn't an ideal mtg place and it was then brought to my grandma's house for a proper mtg place. Family problems were brought up. *not commenting more bout it* Went on wit the plans of completing campfire items, building eiffels, completing the competitions and much more.

SELECTION DAY was held on the 27th of November 2009 creating scares and worries to all the members of the unit. Soon the results were announced.... Items selected for Unit 1 were dance and sketch. Went to Gurney for a break after Selection Day. Sadly, only MeiChern, Liwen and SueFern were present.

Practices and final touches were made during the meetings after selection as camp was approaching. Worked workedd and workedddddd.....!!!

Pre-camps started off for 3 days.. Den Traplex 09 officially began.
Campfire night was lighten up the 4th of December 2009

These are the pics as highlights for the whole 1 and a half month of joy..

-Dance practice-

-Final touches on the eiffel-

-Selection Day-

-Fancy Dress-

-Incomplete gateway-

-The Blazing Night-

-After Cabaran-

-Leaders Horseshoe-

-Exco Lobster posing. xD-

-Falx on the Gateway-

-Best Mini Eiffel-

-Best Dance-

-MingYih the Best Venture-

-SALUTE!-

-Shake Shake-

BEST OVERALL VENTURE UNIT!

-Final Group Pic-

Went for beach day after Traplex 09. Had our wonderful meal in Ananda Bhawan. And that officially concluded Traplex 09..........

-THE END-

signing off,
kaixian.

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Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 12:48 PM

David Archuleta - You Can

Mmmmm....

Take me where I've never been,
Help me on my feet again.
Show me that good things come to those who wait.
Tell me I'm not on my own.
Tell me I won't be alone.
Tell me what I'm feelin' isn't some mistake.
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love,
You can.

Save me from myself, you can.
And it's you and no one else.
If I could wish upon tomorrow,
Tonight would never end.
If you asked me, I would follow.
But for now, I just pretend.
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love,
You can.

Baby, when you look at me,
Tell me, what do you see?
Are these the eyes of someone you could love?
'Cause everything that brought me here,
Well, now it all seems so clear.
Baby, you're the one I've been dreamin' of.
If anyone can make me fall in love,
You can.

Save me from myself, you can.
And it's you and no one else.
If I could wish upon tomorrow,
Tonight would never end.
If you asked me, I would follow.
But for now, I just pretend.
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love...

Only you can take me sailin' in your deepest eyes.
Bring me to my knees and make me cry.
And no one's ever done this,
Everything was just a lie.
And I know, yes I know...

This is where it all begins,
So tell me it'll never end.
I can't fool myself,
It's you and no one else.
If I could wish upon tomorrow,
Tonight would never end.
If you asked me, I would follow.
But for now, I just pretend.
If anyone can make me fall in love,
You can.

Show me that good things come to those who wait

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Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 11:41 AM

Wat am i suppose to do? U know I LOVE YOU. U know i wont let go. Well, does dat matter? U had him in ur heart. AGAIN! Had i ever been hurting u? Had i ever being foolin around? I am deeply in love wit u and its jus you and no one else. I did everythg i could to make sure u're happy. I beared all the pain u put me thru. But stil ntg pulls me to the exit.

I may be dumb to stil put hope. Stil i jus cant let u go. The hook was too tight dat i jus cant remove it. I guess i'll have to wait in the dark til miracle happens and u pull me out from the dark. Bringing lights to my life. Time wont affect me. I'LL WAIT!

I'm ready to face the upcoming pain. Sleepless nights and sheding tears. Each time i breathe i misses u more. Feelin torn.. Stil its wat i am willin to face

I LOVE YOU!!

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My Nightmare

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 10:46 PM

Hmmmm.. Looks like my blog had been quiet for quite some time

Blame me for dat =)
The laziness irritates me badly

EXAMS ARE AROUND THE CORNER!!
Meetings, meetings and more meetings..
Am I putting traplex over exams??
Better hope my decision is the rite one.

Neway, no more regrets over d my selection of scul.
Im happy wit it..
Mtgs had been fun, I GUESS
Talkin bout progress of camp..stil doubtful.

Okay..lets move on. I had this strange dream...
Dun ask me why this why dat cos its jus a dream.
PURE NIGHTMARE..!!
Thanks to TAN MAY MAY for wishing me "sweet nightmares"

I somehow went to India wit Kevin and Liwen. As we were exploring the place, we got tired and sat down near some Indian newspaper stall. And two perverted idiots came out and started askin "do you guys wanna spend a nite in our house?" So we got shocked and started walkin off and slowly increased our movement speed. Den, some guy dat looked lik my schoolmate came and told us to continue running. Never stop..!! He dint want to tel us why. So we continued running as we were shock. The mini turns in the place was really confusin as we kept goin back to the same spot. It was lik a merry go-round. THE LAUGTHER OF THE IDIOTS WERE RINGING IN OUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME. Ran back to our room stay. And we soon discovered dat the idiots sent a gigantic king cobra chasin after us. And it seems to have strong sense of smell. We stopped down and watched cos we tot the cobra would give up. Then we heard someone screaming "DON'T STOP..IT'S TOO LATE NOW..!!!" So we started running agn and the Cobra realised our presence. We continued running and i was trapped in a room i ran into.

All i know was i woke up rite after i see the cobra opening its mouth. DON'T ASK ME WAT HAPPENED TO THE REST COS I WAS IN TRAUMATISED CONDITION FOR AN HOUR AFTER WAKING UP..!!

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Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 9:39 AM

DIGI SUCKS..KEEP DAT IN MIND!!

I'd been usin the Windows Live Messenger program for months. The term of usage was RM3.00 a month for unlimited usage. I was then asked to update my Windows Live Messenger in my hp ytd. As expected, I was charged for GPRS charges durin the download. OK FINE...dats stil fair. I started the nite wit RM9 of credit. Charged RM4 for GPRS charges. Signed into my Live Messenger later on. Guess how much was my balance after loggin off..RM2.30. WTF??!! Woke up with doubts in my mind. So i tried signing in agn. AND MY CREDIT BECAME RM0.01 AFTER SIGNING OFF..!! Reloaded RM10 later on. Called up digi customer service to ask bout it. I was asked to sign in agn and if im stil charged i'll receive refund. Called back digi for the second time and the promoter told me i need to wait for another 48hours for them to investigate. Cut the crap man. I WAS SUPPOSE TO RECEIVE REFUND RITE AWAY DAMN IT!!

LOST RM10.00 OF CREDIT IN A DAY THANKS TO DIGI!

Was wondering if my msgin rate gonna reduce if i change to maxis..hmmm

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David Archuleta - Barriers

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 9:53 AM

Well, I don't know how to say this right
And the words got me chokin'
I keep hittin' this wall
It's never gonna fall
And we're still broken
This mountain we've been trying to climb
It's never ending
Just can't do nothing
Gotta do something
'Cause if we don't open up our eyes
We're just pretending

Well, there's a time for givin' up
Didn't want to have to say it
All we doin' is building walls
And now there's too many barriers

Here we are lying here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes
Too many tears, too many lie
Too many barriers
Ohhh
Just too many barriers

Now we've been draggin' this whole thing out
But I can't wait any longer
Our love's burning down
Creepin' in the doubt
We're not getting any stronger
I hear you say that we're doin' OK
But, baby, I don't think so
Just can't do nothin', gotta do something
'Cause if I don't get into my car I won't go very far.

Well there's a time for giving up
[ David Archuleta Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Didn't want to have to say it
All we're doing is building walls
Now there's too many barriers
Ohhhh

Here we are lying here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers
Too many barriers

Just too many barriers
That we keep running into
Been tryin', but we just can't break through
I know I'm gonna keep wishing I was with you
But we just gotta stop

Here we are lying here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers
Just too many barriers

In your hurry to get somewhere
In a hurry to get somewhere
And the world's tryin' to stop us
And you feel like you're nowhere
'Cause the world's tryin' to stop ya
Stop ya
Too many barriers

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Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 11:08 AM

After thinking bout it for nights, perhaps some of the lifetime experiences and sweet past jus couldn't come back. Every bit of memories will maintain. You were the first to make me experience such deep feeling and it means a lot to me. Well, i guess i should had appreciated you earlier. Letting you go would be the hardest moment for me to go thru. It was never a mistake loving u and it wil never be. Ntg goes wrong when u were by my side. My life faced a major downfall as you left. U played the most important role in my life and im really sorry to cos disappointment.

However, i guess apologizing jus dun help. IT"S OVER..!!

I really wish i could be given a chance to repay on everything i did and to have u back by my side. IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING..!! Well, i couldn't hope for more either. This is probably the punishment i should face for not appreciating u.

***PLS PLS..keep our past to yourself. Dun let anyone know about it. You know wat u did.
Our past is something i treasure and i really really dun wish anyone else to know about it other than both of us. Pls..hope you could jus do me dis little favor by not tellin anyone.

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Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 9:05 AM

Westlife - I Miss You

I can’t sleep, I just can’t breathe
when your shadow is all over me baby
don’t wanna be, a fool in your eyes
‘cause what we had was built on lies

and when our love seems to fade away
listen to me hear what I say

I don’t wanna feel
the way that I do
I just wanna be
right here with you
I don’t wanna see
see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you...

what would it take, for you to see
to make you understand that I'll
always believe
you and I, can make it through
and I still know, I can’t get over you

‘cause when our love seems to fade away
listen to me hear what I say

I don’t wanna feel
the way that I do
I just wanna be
right here with you
I don’t wanna see
see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
oh baby I miss you, I do...

‘cause when our love always
fades away
listen to me hear what I say

I don’t wanna feel
the way that I do
I just wanna be
right here with you
I don’t wanna see
see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart

I miss you, I miss you
I do...

I don’t wanna feel
the way that I do
I just wanna be
right here with you
I don’t wanna see
see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
oh baby I miss you, I do...

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Confusion in my mind..

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 12:17 PM

It had been years since it ended. Sadly every bit of memories we had jus couldn't leave my mind. I understand my mind pretty well. In some ways, i would rather keep every bit of it forever and never let it go. Every moment with u is the moment i treasure. With more and more crushes comin in, im slowly losing control over my thinkings. Each time i meet u, u brighten me up about the past. The past dat i'll always wish to gain back. Sweet o bad, im willing to accept. Things may had been diff from how it was before this.

I wouldn't mind changin according to ur wish.
Do i stil stand a chance??

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Words from my heart jus for u

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 7:05 AM

Aviation - You were my everything
[Talking:]
This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking:]
I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying

[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking:]
And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

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Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 9:38 AM

Ur presence gave me d perfect start 2 my day
With d stare from ur shiny round eyes, u waken me from my dreams
D sweet voice of urs caught me deep into my heart
It rings in my mind every single second from d moment i met u
The red-ish cute cheek of urs charmed me lik no one else could
U're d best definition of perfection..!!

You're d best gift i could ever expect from God
You're definitely an angel sent by God to bring joy

If i were to be given a wish... It'll definitely to be with you.

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Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 6:37 AM

OKay, the holidays are getting boring. Im slacking all the way at home without knowing wat to do. Books are obviously not my option. My daily routine will be waking up at 11+ in the morning, clean up, eat my lunch, and back sleepin at 1+ in the afternoon. If i were to be at my gma's house den it'll be waking up at 8am and sit in front of the comp the whole day =.=

I FREAKING NEED MOTIVATIONS..!! EXAMS ARE AROUND THE CORNER
GOT KICKED OUT FROM ADD MATHS TTN..!!
STUDY..!! STUDY..!! STUDY..!!

My parents will be yelling at me all day long with this magnificent word

Neway, I did sth better den sleeping ytd.But, it has ntg to do wit studies. I woke up at 7.30am, went to Chinese Swimming Club to swim. It had been months since i last swimmed. Had lunch in town after swimming. Two bowls of rice, fried fish with tau chiao, fried chicken with plum sauce and fried kangkung wit sambal. It was satisfying tho. Went home at 2. As expected i was back sleeping til 4.30pm. And dat is when i started doin my Maths work. Went for a jog and football at 6pm. Dirtied myself with mud. =@

look at how dirty is my shirt..

who's gonna wash dis?? LOL

Signing out,
KaiXian.

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Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 5:06 AM

Annual Training Camp 2009
Dun wanna describe much cos there is ntg pleasing for me to describe bout..its all bout quarrels and slacking.

Below are pics for viewing..