disappointment!!

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 7:22 AM

as expected bad results for me..my 500bucks reward is totally dwn d drain..i only got 4a's out of 7 subjects..da rest were b's..da rewards dat was promised by my grandma was 7a's=1000bucks n 5a's=500bucks..n ntg for less den five a's..while nw i got only 4a's so 500bucks had jus flew past my face..fortunately my grandma agreed to give me 200bucks..300 less.

A's
-Bahasa Melayu-
-English-
-Science-
-Geography-

B's
-Mathematics-
-History-
-Kemahiran Hidup(teknikal)-

anyway i had expected it earlier..da 3 subjects dat i got b is exactly as i predicted..i knew i did badly in the 3 subjects..i was havin nightmares bout me gettin 2a's for a few nite since da past week..n i had a dream of gettin 4a's las nite..so i guess da dream las nite was da only correct wan..i'm kinda disappointed bout da result..but my aunty n grandma is tellin me nt bad d ok d n my frens is askin me to cool down n cheer up but i dun thk it's workin as it was an important exam for me..i should had study much earlier..neway thx for da support

i'll jus let it go n luk forward to my form 4 year..hope i wil b selected into science stream..can't wait to get my reward from my grandma!!!..xD

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 9:00 PM

-the borin n blurry mornin for me-
slept at 5am ytd..woke up at 9 bcos had to follow my parents to d market after fetchin my bro to ttn..blurrin d whole time..ltr on calvin text me tellin me badminton postponed..i was lik WTH??!!..so we tried arrangin over n over agn..end up we manage to held it..but nt in bukit dumbar bt permata.

-the borin condition of afternoon too-
reached my granny's hse at 12.15pm after fetchin my bro from ttn..he came up wit a statement sayin i controlled da comp n dun wanna let him use..my messenger cosin da comp to lag bla bla bla bla n i had to take da scoldins..damn it..den i went on as usual..bloggin,plurkin,chattin n frenster-in..den entered a dota game which i feel it's gettin borin.den alvin called to inform me dat badminton is in desa permata..5-7pm..unfortunately..yuejin couldn't make it..haih.so i asked for daryl's help in transportation..calvin told us he's comin but ltr.

-a creepy n freakin moment for me-
left hse at 4.45pm to walk to da destination i promised to wait for daryl at..which is opp skbl..at da cemetry..OMG!!..creepy..i was walkin at da quiet streets to reach der..took a rong turn which cos me to take da big round..i was replyin msges while der r lots n lots of bikers passin by starin at me..gosh..it was creepy..dat place was known for snatch thief..n dey luked lik suspicious ppls..i was so freaked out as i was in front on da cemetry with indian bikers starin at me(sorry if dat sounded racist)..while at d other side daryl forgot his shoe n reached late..i stood n holded my fear der.

-in desa permata-
reached desa permata at 5.15pm..alvin was der much earlier den us..so we played n played..den alvin's dad came..he played too..den he bought us some cold 100plus..thx uncle!!..half an hour ltr calvin texted me to inform me he couldn't make it..he claims he could nt locate his parents after shoppin in queensbay..==!!we met hon sern,chong wee n his frens der..bcos of calvin i needed to ask for hon sern's help to bring me home..luckily he din mind to fetch me home..thx hon sern!!

-after badminton-
reached home at 7.30pm..my whole body was so sticky n sweaty..yucks..hate dat condition(sound girlish??owh too bad!!)..took my bath once i reached home..n amazingly ders no food left on da table..i was so hungry..so i decided to cooked instant noodle wit crab stick n egg..it was kinda nice..it's really fillin..den gotta clean up da dishes al by my own..after dat, once agn i'm back in front of da comp..xD

a close to miserable day..sigh!!

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 11:06 AM

it had been a damned day for me ytd..woke up at 8 o'clock in the mornin..i was havin a headache n feelin so sleepy as i slept at 3am da nite b4..was sms-ing on da phone..den went online in the mornin..couldn't find anyone online..it was so borin for me in the mornin..

went for mtg in the afternoon..i was so late for mtg..spent time der..talk talk talk..work work work..n den eat..hehe..ate a piece of roti canai n a glass "limau ais"(intro-ed by yuejin who claims xinning intro-ed)..==!!..so i guess my happy moment ended here..

i rushed home to dota wit calvin,alvin n yuejin who is in sky lane..got dc-ed in the first game cos couldn't ping da host which is yuejin..so calvin c8-ed da game..so i joined..it was a miserable game for me..so tofu da whole game..keep dyin..alvin n calvin made a great team.

went out after dat..den had my dinner..went online rite after i reached home..i found out ders sth rong wit my phone..i couldn't connect to my comp..it's either da port in phone is havin prob o my usb cable..da comp couldn't detect it..if i hold da phone up da comp can detect..if i leave it connection lost agn..arghh..i wish it's jus da prob of my cable n not da prob in my port cos if dats da case..it's gonna be so costly..HOW AM I GONNA TEL MY DAD??!!..ish

i continue chattin n checkin my cable til i forgot i promised to go offline by 12am..at 12.30am my aunty reminded me n told me dat i can't go online da next mornin..but stil she gave me freedom to go online..da only punishment was to sweep da garage..thx aunty..xD

a borin year of chirstmas eve n christmas..

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 10:02 AM

dis is somehow my worst christmas in da history of my lyfe..COS IT'S SO BORIN!!i attended mtg on christmas eve..der was no celebration for me at al dis christmas..der was no bbq..no family dinner..omg..da only thg i could do on christmas eve was to lie down on da couch n watch "the legendary warrior"..==!!..but da mv was nice neway..at 11.55am i start textin n receivin texts..it was kinda enjoyin dat time..i chatted n played my bro's gameboy til 2am before i decided to sleep..

my dad was disturbin me non-stop..keep askin y i dun hav any bbq nite dis year...==!!

i woke up at 12 in the afternoon on christmas..i wen n lie down at da couch agn viewin thru da channels by astro..BORIN!!..my dad was paintin da grill of my hse..i had to take corn flakes n chocolate milk for my lunch as i can't wait for my dad to finish paintin..rite after i finish eatin my parents went out for lunch..arghh!!..so i stayed at home n watched "21"..dat mv can really bring me back to dreamland..zzz..i went to disturb my bro who was playin dota upstairs after da mv..den i startin takin over d seat n started playin..=)..after dinner i'm back in the couch agn..chattin on my phone..my dad was furious cos i was usin da phone da whole day..he threaten to keep my phone.i was like omg..ok i'll stop..ish

dats how my borin two days had pass..god save me!!..as for today i had 2 attend for mtg agn..sigh!!

..da day of truth..

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 9:46 AM

all form 3 students of 2008 sat for PMR from october 13 to october 17..da outcome of our hard studies shall be revealed on da 30th of december which is on tuesday next week..gud luck to everyone.

rain-love story(english)

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 10:55 AM

oh baby there's something dat i hav to tel u bout,
can't hold it in my heart,
all this pain is breakin me down,
thought i found my one true love,
couldn't show u how i feel,
i was stupid baby,
my pride wouldn't let me b real,
i'm askin for one more chance,
didn't noe where u stand,
or wat ur feelin demanded from me,
i pleaded ur luv wouldn't pass,
u left me out da rain,
when u jus walked away,
this song is a story of a true love tradegy,
i give up my heart,
i tried to give u al of me,
we've come to an ending somehow,
i don't know wat to do,
but i dun wanna forget nw,
i love you baby,
i stil love u,
this is the sound of honesty,
i gave up my heart,
i tried to be al i could b,
my hearts gonna wait 4evr,
i'm stil holdin on to......
...all of our moments together,
i luv u baby,
i stil luv u,
we were so much in luv,
tel me how could u forget,
wish u were here wit me but...
...memories are al i hav left,
it seems da promises...
that u made to me were ntg,
and you're smilin girl,
but i can see you're hurt within,
i'm askin for one more chance,
baby give me ur hand,
so we can both understand dis luv,
i pleaded ur luv wouldn't pass,
al da pieces of my soul,
want to live in ur heart,
this song is a story of a true love tragedy,
i gave up my heart,
i tries to give u al of me,
we hav come to an endin somehow,
i dunno wat to do,
but i dun wanna forget now,
i love u baby i stil love u,
this is da sound of honesty,
i gave up my heart,
i tried to be al i could be,
my heart's gonna wait forever,
i'm stil holdin on to...
...all of our moments together,
i luv u baby i stil luv u,

-dis part of song is dedicated to someone who i wish would understand me more..-

a memorable day

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 12:16 AM

-group pic..(2nd shot)-
-back view of me..in mega que-
-a group pic wit xinning(i luk so blurry..hehe)-

our dear fren xinning wil b leavin penang for further studies in singapore tmr..we held an farewell outin for her in gurney..it was attended by calvin,yue jin,jeff,wei sheng,jian ming,me,wern yen,sheng hui,mei wan,zhi lin n obviously xinning..we reached gurney at 10.30am while another half reached ltr..wen to wrap up some present..den we started off wit brunch in kim gary..to be honest..i dun enjoy der..it's expensive n not dat tasty..xD..den spent half an hour standin in front of da cinema thkin wat movie to watch but end up din even watch a single movie..==!!..as expected we headed to da arcade..spent almost half da day der..spent n spent on games..den walk around..girls went for sa-pe-de once more in a&w while yuejin and calvin is singin..LMAO!!..den headed to mega que for some pool..hmmm..as expected once more i jus sux in it as it was my 2nd time playin it..hehe..it took me four rounds b4 i can actually get grip of da stick..xD..den we gave xinning her suprise prezzie..everyone was wonderin wats in da huge box..too bad it's a secret..ahahah..we sat at starbucks for quite some time..den we took some group pics..and one by one da girls leave..yuejin,calvin n i waited at da main gate for 1 an a half hour..courtesy of calvin's dad who was suppose to fetch us at 8..end up i reached home at 10 and no food left for me..==!!..

dats how my day had ended..sigh
we gonna miss u xinning..frens 4ever