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Hmmmm.. Looks like my blog had been quiet for quite some time
Blame me for dat =) The laziness irritates me badly
EXAMS ARE AROUND THE CORNER!! Meetings, meetings and more meetings.. Am I putting traplex over exams?? Better hope my decision is the rite one.
Neway, no more regrets over d my selection of scul. Im happy wit it.. Mtgs had been fun, I GUESS Talkin bout progress of camp..stil doubtful.
Okay..lets move on. I had this strange dream... Dun ask me why this why dat cos its jus a dream. PURE NIGHTMARE..!! Thanks to TAN MAY MAY for wishing me "sweet nightmares"
I somehow went to India wit Kevin and Liwen. As we were exploring the place, we got tired and sat down near some Indian newspaper stall. And two perverted idiots came out and started askin "do you guys wanna spend a nite in our house?" So we got shocked and started walkin off and slowly increased our movement speed. Den, some guy dat looked lik my schoolmate came and told us to continue running. Never stop..!! He dint want to tel us why. So we continued running as we were shock. The mini turns in the place was really confusin as we kept goin back to the same spot. It was lik a merry go-round. THE LAUGTHER OF THE IDIOTS WERE RINGING IN OUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME. Ran back to our room stay. And we soon discovered dat the idiots sent a gigantic king cobra chasin after us. And it seems to have strong sense of smell. We stopped down and watched cos we tot the cobra would give up. Then we heard someone screaming "DON'T STOP..IT'S TOO LATE NOW..!!!" So we started running agn and the Cobra realised our presence. We continued running and i was trapped in a room i ran into.
All i know was i woke up rite after i see the cobra opening its mouth. DON'T ASK ME WAT HAPPENED TO THE REST COS I WAS IN TRAUMATISED CONDITION FOR AN HOUR AFTER WAKING UP..!!
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DIGI SUCKS..KEEP DAT IN MIND!!
I'd been usin the Windows Live Messenger program for months. The term of usage was RM3.00 a month for unlimited usage. I was then asked to update my Windows Live Messenger in my hp ytd. As expected, I was charged for GPRS charges durin the download. OK FINE...dats stil fair. I started the nite wit RM9 of credit. Charged RM4 for GPRS charges. Signed into my Live Messenger later on. Guess how much was my balance after loggin off..RM2.30. WTF??!! Woke up with doubts in my mind. So i tried signing in agn. AND MY CREDIT BECAME RM0.01 AFTER SIGNING OFF..!! Reloaded RM10 later on. Called up digi customer service to ask bout it. I was asked to sign in agn and if im stil charged i'll receive refund. Called back digi for the second time and the promoter told me i need to wait for another 48hours for them to investigate. Cut the crap man. I WAS SUPPOSE TO RECEIVE REFUND RITE AWAY DAMN IT!!
LOST RM10.00 OF CREDIT IN A DAY THANKS TO DIGI!
Was wondering if my msgin rate gonna reduce if i change to maxis..hmmm
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Well, I don't know how to say this right And the words got me chokin' I keep hittin' this wall It's never gonna fall And we're still broken This mountain we've been trying to climb It's never ending Just can't do nothing Gotta do something 'Cause if we don't open up our eyes We're just pretending
Well, there's a time for givin' up Didn't want to have to say it All we doin' is building walls And now there's too many barriers
Here we are lying here It's our last final goodnight Just because it feels so good No use pretending we're alright Too many locks, too many crimes Too many tears, too many lie Too many barriers Ohhh Just too many barriers
Now we've been draggin' this whole thing out But I can't wait any longer Our love's burning down Creepin' in the doubt We're not getting any stronger I hear you say that we're doin' OK But, baby, I don't think so Just can't do nothin', gotta do something 'Cause if I don't get into my car I won't go very far.
Well there's a time for giving up [ David Archuleta Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] Didn't want to have to say it All we're doing is building walls Now there's too many barriers Ohhhh
Here we are lying here It's our last final goodnight Just because it feels so good No use pretending we're alright Too many locks, too many crimes Too many tears, too many lies Too many barriers Too many barriers
Just too many barriers That we keep running into Been tryin', but we just can't break through I know I'm gonna keep wishing I was with you But we just gotta stop
Here we are lying here It's our last final goodnight Just because it feels so good No use pretending we're alright Too many locks, too many crimes Too many tears, too many lies Too many barriers Just too many barriers
In your hurry to get somewhere In a hurry to get somewhere And the world's tryin' to stop us And you feel like you're nowhere 'Cause the world's tryin' to stop ya Stop ya Too many barriers
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After thinking bout it for nights, perhaps some of the lifetime experiences and sweet past jus couldn't come back. Every bit of memories will maintain. You were the first to make me experience such deep feeling and it means a lot to me. Well, i guess i should had appreciated you earlier. Letting you go would be the hardest moment for me to go thru. It was never a mistake loving u and it wil never be. Ntg goes wrong when u were by my side. My life faced a major downfall as you left. U played the most important role in my life and im really sorry to cos disappointment.
However, i guess apologizing jus dun help. IT"S OVER..!!
I really wish i could be given a chance to repay on everything i did and to have u back by my side. IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING..!! Well, i couldn't hope for more either. This is probably the punishment i should face for not appreciating u.
***PLS PLS..keep our past to yourself. Dun let anyone know about it. You know wat u did. Our past is something i treasure and i really really dun wish anyone else to know about it other than both of us. Pls..hope you could jus do me dis little favor by not tellin anyone.
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9:05 AM
Westlife - I Miss You
I can’t sleep, I just can’t breathe when your shadow is all over me baby don’t wanna be, a fool in your eyes ‘cause what we had was built on lies
and when our love seems to fade away listen to me hear what I say
I don’t wanna feel the way that I do I just wanna be right here with you I don’t wanna see see us apart I just wanna say it straight from my heart I miss you...
what would it take, for you to see to make you understand that I'll always believe you and I, can make it through and I still know, I can’t get over you
‘cause when our love seems to fade away listen to me hear what I say
I don’t wanna feel the way that I do I just wanna be right here with you I don’t wanna see see us apart I just wanna say it straight from my heart oh baby I miss you, I do...
‘cause when our love always fades away listen to me hear what I say
I don’t wanna feel the way that I do I just wanna be right here with you I don’t wanna see see us apart I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you, I miss you I do...
I don’t wanna feel the way that I do I just wanna be right here with you I don’t wanna see see us apart I just wanna say it straight from my heart oh baby I miss you, I do...
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12:17 PM
It had been years since it ended. Sadly every bit of memories we had jus couldn't leave my mind. I understand my mind pretty well. In some ways, i would rather keep every bit of it forever and never let it go. Every moment with u is the moment i treasure. With more and more crushes comin in, im slowly losing control over my thinkings. Each time i meet u, u brighten me up about the past. The past dat i'll always wish to gain back. Sweet o bad, im willing to accept. Things may had been diff from how it was before this.
I wouldn't mind changin according to ur wish. Do i stil stand a chance??
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Aviation - You were my everything [Talking:] This goes out to someone that was Once the most important person in my life I didn’t realize it at the time I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so I don’t really expect you to either It’s just... I don’t even know Just listen…
You’re the one that I want, the one that I need The one that I gotta have just to succeed When I first saw you, I knew it was real I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel
That wasn’t me; let me show you the way I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today I remember when I first looked into your eyes It was like God was there, heaven in the skies
I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt But I didn’t know I made everything worse You told me we were crazy in love But you didn’t care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me I loved you with my heart, really and truly
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared When I would run my fingers through your hair Late nights, just holding you in my arms I don’t know how I could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you I really need to hold you I really wanna know you like no one else could know you You’re number one, always in my heart And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart
[Chorus:] I need you and I miss you and I want you and I love you ‘cause I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you You were my everything And I really miss you [2x]
I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand The thought of that just shatters my heart It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart
At times we was off I was scared to show you Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you Without you, everything seems strange Your name is forever planted in my brain
Damn it, I’m insane, Take away the pain Take away the hurt Baby, we can make it work
What about when you Looked into my eyes Told me you loved me As you would hugged me
I guess everything you said was a lie I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes Now I’m not even a thought in your mind I can see clearly, my love is not blind
[Chorus:] I need you and I miss you and I want you and I love you ‘cause I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you You were my everything And I really miss you [2x]
[Talking:] I just wish everything could have turned out differently I had a special feeling about you I thought maybe you did too You would understand, but… No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart You’ll always be my baby
Our first day, it seemed so magical I remember all the time that I had with you Remember when you first came to my house? You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off, I knew it was real But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care
Remember the times? Remember when we kissed? I didn’t think you would ever do me like this I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess
You said you were my best friend, was that a lie? Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying
[Chorus:] I need you and I miss you and I want you and I love you ‘cause I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you You were my everything And I really miss you [2x]
[Talking:] And I do miss you I just thought we were meant to be I guess now, we’ll never know The only thing I want is for you to be happy Whether it be with me, or without me I just want you to be happy
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Ur presence gave me d perfect start 2 my day With d stare from ur shiny round eyes, u waken me from my dreams D sweet voice of urs caught me deep into my heart It rings in my mind every single second from d moment i met u The red-ish cute cheek of urs charmed me lik no one else could U're d best definition of perfection..!!
You're d best gift i could ever expect from God You're definitely an angel sent by God to bring joy
If i were to be given a wish... It'll definitely to be with you.
