Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 9:05 AM

Westlife - I Miss You

I can’t sleep, I just can’t breathe
when your shadow is all over me baby
don’t wanna be, a fool in your eyes
‘cause what we had was built on lies

and when our love seems to fade away
listen to me hear what I say

I don’t wanna feel
the way that I do
I just wanna be
right here with you
I don’t wanna see
see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you...

what would it take, for you to see
to make you understand that I'll
always believe
you and I, can make it through
and I still know, I can’t get over you

‘cause when our love seems to fade away
listen to me hear what I say

I don’t wanna feel
the way that I do
I just wanna be
right here with you
I don’t wanna see
see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
oh baby I miss you, I do...

‘cause when our love always
fades away
listen to me hear what I say

I don’t wanna feel
the way that I do
I just wanna be
right here with you
I don’t wanna see
see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart

I miss you, I miss you
I do...

I don’t wanna feel
the way that I do
I just wanna be
right here with you
I don’t wanna see
see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
oh baby I miss you, I do...

Confusion in my mind..

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 12:17 PM

It had been years since it ended. Sadly every bit of memories we had jus couldn't leave my mind. I understand my mind pretty well. In some ways, i would rather keep every bit of it forever and never let it go. Every moment with u is the moment i treasure. With more and more crushes comin in, im slowly losing control over my thinkings. Each time i meet u, u brighten me up about the past. The past dat i'll always wish to gain back. Sweet o bad, im willing to accept. Things may had been diff from how it was before this.

I wouldn't mind changin according to ur wish.
Do i stil stand a chance??

Words from my heart jus for u

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 7:05 AM

Aviation - You were my everything
[Talking:]
This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking:]
I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying

[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking:]
And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 9:38 AM

Ur presence gave me d perfect start 2 my day
With d stare from ur shiny round eyes, u waken me from my dreams
D sweet voice of urs caught me deep into my heart
It rings in my mind every single second from d moment i met u
The red-ish cute cheek of urs charmed me lik no one else could
U're d best definition of perfection..!!

You're d best gift i could ever expect from God
You're definitely an angel sent by God to bring joy

If i were to be given a wish... It'll definitely to be with you.

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 6:37 AM

OKay, the holidays are getting boring. Im slacking all the way at home without knowing wat to do. Books are obviously not my option. My daily routine will be waking up at 11+ in the morning, clean up, eat my lunch, and back sleepin at 1+ in the afternoon. If i were to be at my gma's house den it'll be waking up at 8am and sit in front of the comp the whole day =.=
I FREAKING NEED MOTIVATIONS..!! EXAMS ARE AROUND THE CORNER
GOT KICKED OUT FROM ADD MATHS TTN..!!
STUDY..!! STUDY..!! STUDY..!!

My parents will be yelling at me all day long with this magnificent word

Neway, I did sth better den sleeping ytd.But, it has ntg to do wit studies. I woke up at 7.30am, went to Chinese Swimming Club to swim. It had been months since i last swimmed. Had lunch in town after swimming. Two bowls of rice, fried fish with tau chiao, fried chicken with plum sauce and fried kangkung wit sambal. It was satisfying tho. Went home at 2. As expected i was back sleeping til 4.30pm. And dat is when i started doin my Maths work. Went for a jog and football at 6pm. Dirtied myself with mud. =@

look at how dirty is my shirt..

who's gonna wash dis?? LOL














Signing out,
KaiXian.

Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 5:06 AM

Annual Training Camp 2009
Dun wanna describe much cos there is ntg pleasing for me to describe bout..its all bout quarrels and slacking.

Below are pics for viewing..
-my miniature..NO COMMENTS PLS.!-
-It came to wish us gud luck-
-The Terminator with The Lizard-
-Spot the naked guy..LOL-
-Exco caught helpin..!!-
-The Cow business-
-Cobra Patrol-
-Falcon Patrol-
-Falcon agn-
-FALCON..!!-
-Sessions-
-After Backwoods-
-Combo for bday boy Kevin Lee-
-Ignore my expression..!!-
-Egg shell + Egg + Flour + Chilli Sauce + Water-
-He's givin his belly a massage-
-He's washing his hair with chilli sauce o.o-
-Wetting d mud crawl pit-
-Done..i guess-
-Enjoying their crawl-
-Cleaning up-
-Tower and Gateway for Unit 1 and Unit 2-



Dats all i have to post,
don't ask too much bout it,
don't wanna recall anythg,
happy viewing.


Posted by .kAixiAn. | Posted in | Posted on 12:38 PM

7th Georgetown South Post Bearers Term 09/10

Troop Leader
TL Alvin Cheah

Asst Troop Leaders
ATL Calvin Tan
ATL Oh Yue Jin

Venture Unit Leaders
U1-UL Ooi Kai Xian
U2-UL Daryl Yeoh

Venture Unit Seconds
U1-US Beh Ming Yih
U2-US Jeffrey Chang

Patrol Leaders
Owl-PL Chan Kok Seng
Hawk-PL Adrian Wong
Falcon-PL Aaron Chew
Cobra-PL Khoo Kah Heng

Patrol Seconds
Owl-PS Nicholas Yeap
Hawk-PS Nelson Yeap
Falcon-PS Ronald C'ng
Cobra-PS Kevin Lee