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I'll Be There :)

2010-10-15T14:59:00.006+08:00

Well, i know this blog had been dead for a very long time. Never had the intention to continue updating. Sadly, there's no other place for me to spill my thoughts other than this miserable blog of mine.

Hmmmm, recent days were pain in the ass. Things changed. Yeah they did, very clearly in fact. Viewing through the history of of messages and sort gives me seconds of smile, realising things aren't the way they were.

What's going on...?! Somebody pleasee tell me.

My curiosity are killing me. Trying to show how much I care, hopefully it gets into your realisation. Sleepless nights, moody days..... Oh well. Doesn't matter :) I'll still be there, I promise!

I LOVE YOU!

In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

Hearts...

2010-06-09T11:00:00.004+08:00

Your re-appearance changed my life.
The unexpected had happened.
<3 you

I'M BACK...!! Am I? xD

2010-06-09T10:40:00.002+08:00

Hello ppl :)
I know my blog had been dead.
Well, im too lazy. Wat to do.

Im still lazy though. Lalala.

Sorry.. :)
Neway, it's the holidays again.
TWO WEEKS!
Well, spending holidays at home are much more boring than going to school.
I WANNA GO OUT! Anyone? :D

Hmmm.. what do I have to say bout my life recently?
Nothing pleasant,
Quarrels with parents. Shout here and there.
EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS!!
I guess I'll have my phone confiscated after getting my results. Oh well.
Owh yeah... not forgetting that I'M BROKE! :D

Blablabla. Nothing else to crap about.

BY THE WAY!
I WANT TO CHANGE THE SONG IN MY BLOG!
SUGGESTIONS PLEASEEEEEEE.....!!!

TATA PEOPLE! :D

NEW HANDPHONE! ;D

2010-03-24T17:54:00.004+08:00

Well... sold off my old K770i.
Guess how much I sold the phone.

Here's the condition of the handphone.
-keypad colour came off-
-no memory card-
-no earphone-
-phone camera spoilt-
-3g not working-

GUESS GUESS GUESS..! =D
Bought W705 to replace my handphone.
It's an old and cheap model.
But still.. I'M SATISFIED! xD
Bought it for RM700.
Could had bought Nokia 5530 for another Rm30 extra, slight regrets D;

New Year.. blablabla. SO?! It's stil YOU

2010-03-05T15:44:00.006+08:00

OH HEY PPL!

HAPPY BELATED CHINESE NEW YEAR! -.-

Well, how happy could it be?
Nothing changed. Normal boring visits, dinners.. Blablabla
Most importantly, IT'S STILL YOU! Never changed.

I don't wanna feel the way that i do.
I just wanna be right here with you.
I don't wanna see, see us apart.
I just wanna say it straight from my heart.
I MISS YOU!

ANG PAO ANG PAO ANG PAO!
Dats all i enjoy on new year.
Nyahahah.

Went out twice during the CNY holiday...

Once with the "Miss Singapore", CHEAH XINNING a.k.a cute girl? LOL!
Lets see what was the agenda of the first outing.
Err...

1) Met up in Old Town for breakfast
P/S. Yuejin and I drank only a cup of coffee.
OI! CALVIN TAN! FASTER GET TO OLD TOWN LA! IF NOT I'LL MAKE XINNING RAPE YOU!
-A msg sent by me to Calvin-
*SHHH*
Cheah Xinning don't know a thg bout this xD
2) Took a bus to my house. HAHA!
Too bad i forgot the bus number. xD
3) Talked crap, Astro-ed and Chor tai tee-ed
I won Rm10 i thk.. Nyahahah
4) Went to have Ampang Yong Tau Foo outside my house
Calvin was like what's Ampang?
IT'S A PLACE IN KL YOU IDIOT! xD
5) Gave Xinning a treat with my winnings =D
Thank me thank me. HAHA!
6) Errr... How i wish i could skip this...
Why?!

Cause...

Xinning
went
home
!
!

Haih. And that's how the outing ended.

Went to Gurney two days later.
Hmm.. I guess it wasn't that exciting and fun.
The outing wasn't as it was expected to be =/
GUESS WHAT?! ...MR CHICKENPOX CAME!...
Watched Valentine's Day..
Lalala.. Don't ask me bout the movie. ;( =/ D;

Blablabla.. THAT'S ALL FOR MY "WONDERFUL" CNY HOLIDAY!

Now I’m on some Alfie behaviour,
I’ll call you back later.
Too many fish in the sea for me.
But when the lights come on and what’s her.
Name is gone.
I realise where I’m supposed to be.

Kaixian.

2010-01-28T17:32:00.005+08:00

Infatuation or Affection..??
It's definitely affection that i choose.
I am that certain now.

Does sacrifices, determination and sincerity matter in love anymore?
If it does then WHY?
Or it just don't matter?

Whoever that is at the wrong or right,
I just want YOU to know that I'm sorry.
I did went off limit myself.
I'M SORRY!

I just want YOU to know that i still do..
And always will.
I LOVE YOU!

Loving YOU,
kaixian.

Day Of Drama

2010-01-25T17:01:00.000+08:00

MR LIM PENG CHEW GOT SLAPPED BY CASON CHONG!

I guess the headline told the story. It was a day of excitement for 5 Gigih. This wonderful scene happened on Saturday during physics lesson. The class started off with Lim Peng Chew being named as KiKi, a pig in a documentary shown on Astro.
KIKI KIKI KIKI KIKI KIKI!!!

CASON, Lim Peng Chew's so called FAVOURITE and FORM 5 GIG was accidentally whipped on the face with a cane. And that is how Cason got fired up and started toot-ing around. Chairs flew to the front and back of the class. And PIAK on Peng Chew's face.
*applause*

Lim Peng Chew was then reported to the senior asst of administration.
Upon reaching home,
Cason's dad brought him to the police station for police report....

Here are Lim Peng Chew's reason for canning Cason...
1) If i don't cane him how can I start my lesson?
2) I wan to teach
3) I'm in very keen mood to share my knowledge
*All are bullshits..trust me*

Wat Lim Peng Chew usually do in class?
1) Molesting his students
2) Criticizing other teachers
3) Drawing a dick wit hair as a image to teach reflection of lens
4) Teaching us the best way to rmb wat is concave lens
*It has a curve side like ur mouth. Like a cave. To put wat? Your dick!*
5) Play with the cane
6) Joke about religious and political matters

GAIN YOUR RESPECT IF U WAN RESPECTS!!!

PS: None of us want you to maintain as our physic teacher..

Holiday Trip Year 2008 ; Hong Kong

2010-01-15T17:57:00.022+08:00

Found the long lost pics of my holiday trip in Hong Kong 2 years ago in my computer two days ago. Can't really recall much so i shall let the photos tell the story =DD

Visited The Venetian in Macau. It is the largest casino in the world with 3400 slot machines and 800 gambling tables. It is owned by the Las Vegas Sand Corporation. The Venetian is famous with its indoor city where there's a canal and the roof that looks like the sky. Sadly i couldn't get the opportunity to take a step into the casino

-In the ferry-
-St Mark's Square-

-The Canal... Unfortunately its too dark-

WEnt around sightseeing in Macau after leaving The Venetian

-Statue of The Goddess OF Mercy-

We then visited the Wax Museum where we took pics with the "Big Time Celebrities" LOL!!

Walked along the Walk Of Fame or something lidat. Couldn't recall the name.

Pics of sightseeing.. Cant remember the name of the places...

The Mini Structure of Famous Buildings

*Actual structures are much smaller than in pics.....

Went on a ferry trip to visit the dock of superstars and the floating restaurant. Couldn't catch pics of the luxurious boats and ferries as we weren't allowed.

-Andy Lau's cruise ship (if i'm not mistaken)

Not forgetting, the visit to Hong Kong Disneyland. Somehow i could only find two pics from the Disneyland. Owh well.....

**Apology for not including the exact names of places. Blame me for my weak memory. xDD

PS: I DONT LOOK LIK HOW I LOOK IN THE PICS! =D

My First Day Schoolin In Year 2010...

2010-01-08T16:42:00.002+08:00

I finally attended school for the first time this year after recovering from CHICKEN POX! Stil....I look like ghost with the marks and scars all over my face and hands. It somehow disgusted ppl. Sighh...

Neway, schooling today was kinda fun. Collected my SPBT books early in the morning. Had BM, Add Maths, Maths and Chemistry before the senior break. Continued on with Civics after the break. Sad to say, my BM teacher is "HAMSTER" which is kinda strict and irritating. His class was BORING! Add maths, hmmm.. not bad but strict too and i almost fell asleep in class =) Maths is the same "MUMBLE QUEEN" i had last year. Chemistry was kinda enjoying.. taught by a mixed religion teacher. Mixture of Chinese and Siamese. However, there gonna be change in Civics teacher, so the teacher that stepped into the class today will be her last time.

Went to take my handphone from the phone shop after school. The repair after the handphone went swimming cost me RM150!! Owh well.....

Speaking bout my "Resolution 2010", hmmm... i'm stil here chatting, blogging and blurring in front of the computer =D

"Resolution" for 2010?

2010-01-07T17:22:00.000+08:00

Well, I was forced to make a "resolution" on how am I gonna catch up with my form 4 and form 5 studies as a preparation for SPM. If I don't my parents wont pay for my tuition classes cause they don't believe that I'll study. In fact, they think that I'm taking tuition classes as a chance to meet up with my friends to continue with chit chat session. Owh well.......

So... After all the mumbles and naggings, i came out with a so called "resolution" to study.

Daily timetable =.=
STUDY TIME (3 hours per day)

-Weekdays-
school ends 2.40pm
2 hours of studies (4.30pm - 6.30pm)
1 hour of studies (after dinner)

-Saturday-
wake up at 10.30am
2 hours of studies (4.30pm - 6.30pm)
1 hour of studies (after dinner)

-Sunday-
wake up at 10.30am
2 hours of studies (after lunch)
1 hour of studies (after dinner)

*Fyi, this "resolution" is not approved yet. In addition to that, tuition schedules are not included in this so called "resolution".

ps: -Parents finishes work at close to 8pm
-Most of the time home alone during day time
-Full freedom over the computer
-So...... hmmmm =)

A new me? LOL,
Signing off,
kaixian.

A New Year To Make A New Start

2010-01-01T17:03:00.000+08:00

First of all before i start this post, i would like to wish everyone....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
It's the start of the year, plan a new start to your life

I wouldn't want to make much review of my Form 4 life. It wasn't something good.
Speaking about examinations... I'm totally off-par.
Attitude?? Never change. Stil the lazy me.
Creating fuss to my parents, pissing ppl off.
Tears were shed countless of times.

IT'S A GOOD THG 2009 ENDED!!

Year 2010 = SPM Year
No changes to myself = Gone case

Okay, dats all i have to say.
Below are some of the activities I really enjoyed thruout the year.

-Melaka Jamboree-
-CTC Campfire-
-Traplex 09-
-Traplex Cabaran-
-Beach outing-
-Pizza outing-

GRR.. STILL SUFFERING FROM CHICKEN POX!

Praying to Eywa,
kaixian.

2009-12-25T18:02:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS PPL!!
-HOHOHO-

-Santa..!! SAVE ME FROM CHICKEN POX!!-

Avatar & CTC Campfire

2009-12-21T16:33:00.000+08:00

Went to watch The Avatar on the 17th of December in Gurney with WanQing, Germaine, MayMay and WoeiJai before CTC campnight. Did i miss out anyone?? Hmmm....

The movie was fantastic.. Here's a few screenshots for you.

And here's the group pic after CTC Campfire

Traplex Beach Outing

2009-12-18T15:38:00.000+08:00

Attended Traplex 09 beach outing at the Tanjung Bungah Beach Hotel.
It was organised by the Falcon PL Aaron Chew.
Met up wit MayMay at Kwang Hwa Primary School for a ride to the beach.
Together in the car was MayMay and her family, Germaine, Yuejin and ME!!

Started to talk talk and talk once we reached there.
Things changed after my HANDPHONE WENT SWIMMING IN THE SEA.....
It destroyed my day, worrying bout the cost of repair & how boring my night gonna be.

Went swimming and SOTONG-ING around xDD
After 2 hours of swimming, followed the organiser to Island Plaza to buy some foodstuff.
Had a light meal in KFC.......

Went back to the beach for BBQ.. YueJin and I set up the fire for the night.

Spent the entire night playing poker, watching movie and textin wit SueFern's phone. THANKS SIS!! =) Lushi was so freaked out during the whole movie. Interested in knowing the storyline but don't dare to watch. LOL!!

-Dats when my hp went swimming after being chased by kenny-

-Volleyball-

-Volleyball (funny moment)-
-Scenery pic stolen from Mandy. xD-
-Swimming Santa-
-Santa Clause got SOTONG-ED-
-Group pic (1)-
-Group pic (2)-
-Group pic (3)-
-RIP-
-Shopping (1)-
-Shopping (2)
-BBQ Session-
-Busy-ing wit the handphone-

Played blackjack wit KahHeng and Alex during the night. Loser wil have to eat cold hotdogs while winner gets the warm boiled hotdogs. Had a gay bathe with KahHeng and Aaron the next morning in the bathtub, sadly there's no picture of it.........

Walking away,
kaixian.

Traplex 09

2009-12-13T13:46:00.000+08:00

Traplex 09 was held on the 3th-6th of December 2009 with the pre camps on 30th of November til 2nd Of December....

Speaking bout Traplex 09. All that left are memories....
Traplex 09 had taught me lots and lots of lesson.
Venture Unit 1 confirmed their combination with SGGS durin the combined mtg.

Soon problems starts to arise.....

-division of guides, conflict among members, choosing a suitable mtg place-

However, things were brought to a calm flow 3 days after combined mtg.

We then had out unit name choosen...FALX!!
-Logo-

Had our temporary mtg place at The Cat Studio. Soon to realised it wasn't an ideal mtg place and it was then brought to my grandma's house for a proper mtg place. Family problems were brought up. *not commenting more bout it* Went on wit the plans of completing campfire items, building eiffels, completing the competitions and much more.

SELECTION DAY was held on the 27th of November 2009 creating scares and worries to all the members of the unit. Soon the results were announced.... Items selected for Unit 1 were dance and sketch. Went to Gurney for a break after Selection Day. Sadly, only MeiChern, Liwen and SueFern were present.

Practices and final touches were made during the meetings after selection as camp was approaching. Worked workedd and workedddddd.....!!!

Pre-camps started off for 3 days.. Den Traplex 09 officially began.
Campfire night was lighten up the 4th of December 2009

These are the pics as highlights for the whole 1 and a half month of joy..

-Dance practice-
-Final touches on the eiffel-
-Selection Day-
-Fancy Dress-
-Incomplete gateway-
-The Blazing Night-
-After Cabaran-
-Leaders Horseshoe-
-Exco Lobster posing. xD-
-Falx on the Gateway-
-Best Mini Eiffel-
-Best Dance-
-MingYih the Best Venture-
-SALUTE!-
-Shake Shake-
BEST OVERALL VENTURE UNIT!
-Final Group Pic-

Went for beach day after Traplex 09. Had our wonderful meal in Ananda Bhawan. And that officially concluded Traplex 09..........

-THE END-

signing off,
kaixian.

2009-12-09T12:48:00.000+08:00

David Archuleta - You Can

Mmmmm....

Take me where I've never been,
Help me on my feet again.
Show me that good things come to those who wait.
Tell me I'm not on my own.
Tell me I won't be alone.
Tell me what I'm feelin' isn't some mistake.
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love,
You can.

Save me from myself, you can.
And it's you and no one else.
If I could wish upon tomorrow,
Tonight would never end.
If you asked me, I would follow.
But for now, I just pretend.
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love,
You can.

Baby, when you look at me,
Tell me, what do you see?
Are these the eyes of someone you could love?
'Cause everything that brought me here,
Well, now it all seems so clear.
Baby, you're the one I've been dreamin' of.
If anyone can make me fall in love,
You can.

Save me from myself, you can.
And it's you and no one else.
If I could wish upon tomorrow,
Tonight would never end.
If you asked me, I would follow.
But for now, I just pretend.
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love...

Only you can take me sailin' in your deepest eyes.
Bring me to my knees and make me cry.
And no one's ever done this,
Everything was just a lie.
And I know, yes I know...

This is where it all begins,
So tell me it'll never end.
I can't fool myself,
It's you and no one else.
If I could wish upon tomorrow,
Tonight would never end.
If you asked me, I would follow.
But for now, I just pretend.
If anyone can make me fall in love,
You can.

Show me that good things come to those who wait

2009-12-08T11:41:00.000+08:00

Wat am i suppose to do? U know I LOVE YOU. U know i wont let go. Well, does dat matter? U had him in ur heart. AGAIN! Had i ever been hurting u? Had i ever being foolin around? I am deeply in love wit u and its jus you and no one else. I did everythg i could to make sure u're happy. I beared all the pain u put me thru. But stil ntg pulls me to the exit.

I may be dumb to stil put hope. Stil i jus cant let u go. The hook was too tight dat i jus cant remove it. I guess i'll have to wait in the dark til miracle happens and u pull me out from the dark. Bringing lights to my life. Time wont affect me. I'LL WAIT!

I'm ready to face the upcoming pain. Sleepless nights and sheding tears. Each time i breathe i misses u more. Feelin torn.. Stil its wat i am willin to face

I LOVE YOU!!

My Nightmare

2009-10-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm.. Looks like my blog had been quiet for quite some time

Blame me for dat =)
The laziness irritates me badly

EXAMS ARE AROUND THE CORNER!!
Meetings, meetings and more meetings..
Am I putting traplex over exams??
Better hope my decision is the rite one.

Neway, no more regrets over d my selection of scul.
Im happy wit it..
Mtgs had been fun, I GUESS
Talkin bout progress of camp..stil doubtful.

Okay..lets move on. I had this strange dream...
Dun ask me why this why dat cos its jus a dream.
PURE NIGHTMARE..!!
Thanks to TAN MAY MAY for wishing me "sweet nightmares"

I somehow went to India wit Kevin and Liwen. As we were exploring the place, we got tired and sat down near some Indian newspaper stall. And two perverted idiots came out and started askin "do you guys wanna spend a nite in our house?" So we got shocked and started walkin off and slowly increased our movement speed. Den, some guy dat looked lik my schoolmate came and told us to continue running. Never stop..!! He dint want to tel us why. So we continued running as we were shock. The mini turns in the place was really confusin as we kept goin back to the same spot. It was lik a merry go-round. THE LAUGTHER OF THE IDIOTS WERE RINGING IN OUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME. Ran back to our room stay. And we soon discovered dat the idiots sent a gigantic king cobra chasin after us. And it seems to have strong sense of smell. We stopped down and watched cos we tot the cobra would give up. Then we heard someone screaming "DON'T STOP..IT'S TOO LATE NOW..!!!" So we started running agn and the Cobra realised our presence. We continued running and i was trapped in a room i ran into.

All i know was i woke up rite after i see the cobra opening its mouth. DON'T ASK ME WAT HAPPENED TO THE REST COS I WAS IN TRAUMATISED CONDITION FOR AN HOUR AFTER WAKING UP..!!

2009-10-22T09:39:00.000+08:00

DIGI SUCKS..KEEP DAT IN MIND!!

I'd been usin the Windows Live Messenger program for months. The term of usage was RM3.00 a month for unlimited usage. I was then asked to update my Windows Live Messenger in my hp ytd. As expected, I was charged for GPRS charges durin the download. OK FINE...dats stil fair. I started the nite wit RM9 of credit. Charged RM4 for GPRS charges. Signed into my Live Messenger later on. Guess how much was my balance after loggin off..RM2.30. WTF??!! Woke up with doubts in my mind. So i tried signing in agn. AND MY CREDIT BECAME RM0.01 AFTER SIGNING OFF..!! Reloaded RM10 later on. Called up digi customer service to ask bout it. I was asked to sign in agn and if im stil charged i'll receive refund. Called back digi for the second time and the promoter told me i need to wait for another 48hours for them to investigate. Cut the crap man. I WAS SUPPOSE TO RECEIVE REFUND RITE AWAY DAMN IT!!

LOST RM10.00 OF CREDIT IN A DAY THANKS TO DIGI!

Was wondering if my msgin rate gonna reduce if i change to maxis..hmmm

David Archuleta - Barriers

2009-10-20T09:53:00.000+08:00

Well, I don't know how to say this right
And the words got me chokin'
I keep hittin' this wall
It's never gonna fall
And we're still broken
This mountain we've been trying to climb
It's never ending
Just can't do nothing
Gotta do something
'Cause if we don't open up our eyes
We're just pretending

Well, there's a time for givin' up
Didn't want to have to say it
All we doin' is building walls
And now there's too many barriers

Here we are lying here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes
Too many tears, too many lie
Too many barriers
Ohhh
Just too many barriers

Now we've been draggin' this whole thing out
But I can't wait any longer
Our love's burning down
Creepin' in the doubt
We're not getting any stronger
I hear you say that we're doin' OK
But, baby, I don't think so
Just can't do nothin', gotta do something
'Cause if I don't get into my car I won't go very far.

Well there's a time for giving up
[ David Archuleta Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Didn't want to have to say it
All we're doing is building walls
Now there's too many barriers
Ohhhh

Here we are lying here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers
Too many barriers

Just too many barriers
That we keep running into
Been tryin', but we just can't break through
I know I'm gonna keep wishing I was with you
But we just gotta stop

Here we are lying here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers
Just too many barriers

In your hurry to get somewhere
In a hurry to get somewhere
And the world's tryin' to stop us
And you feel like you're nowhere
'Cause the world's tryin' to stop ya
Stop ya
Too many barriers

2009-10-17T11:08:00.000+08:00

After thinking bout it for nights, perhaps some of the lifetime experiences and sweet past jus couldn't come back. Every bit of memories will maintain. You were the first to make me experience such deep feeling and it means a lot to me. Well, i guess i should had appreciated you earlier. Letting you go would be the hardest moment for me to go thru. It was never a mistake loving u and it wil never be. Ntg goes wrong when u were by my side. My life faced a major downfall as you left. U played the most important role in my life and im really sorry to cos disappointment.

However, i guess apologizing jus dun help. IT"S OVER..!!

I really wish i could be given a chance to repay on everything i did and to have u back by my side. IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING..!! Well, i couldn't hope for more either. This is probably the punishment i should face for not appreciating u.

***PLS PLS..keep our past to yourself. Dun let anyone know about it. You know wat u did.
Our past is something i treasure and i really really dun wish anyone else to know about it other than both of us. Pls..hope you could jus do me dis little favor by not tellin anyone.

2009-10-16T09:05:00.000+08:00

Westlife - I Miss You

I can’t sleep, I just can’t breathe
when your shadow is all over me baby
don’t wanna be, a fool in your eyes
‘cause what we had was built on lies

and when our love seems to fade away
listen to me hear what I say

I don’t wanna feel
the way that I do
I just wanna be
right here with you
I don’t wanna see
see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you...

what would it take, for you to see
to make you understand that I'll
always believe
you and I, can make it through
and I still know, I can’t get over you

‘cause when our love seems to fade away
listen to me hear what I say

I don’t wanna feel
the way that I do
I just wanna be
right here with you
I don’t wanna see
see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
oh baby I miss you, I do...

‘cause when our love always
fades away
listen to me hear what I say

I don’t wanna feel
the way that I do
I just wanna be
right here with you
I don’t wanna see
see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart

I miss you, I miss you
I do...

I don’t wanna feel
the way that I do
I just wanna be
right here with you
I don’t wanna see
see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
oh baby I miss you, I do...

Confusion in my mind..

2009-10-15T12:17:00.000+08:00

It had been years since it ended. Sadly every bit of memories we had jus couldn't leave my mind. I understand my mind pretty well. In some ways, i would rather keep every bit of it forever and never let it go. Every moment with u is the moment i treasure. With more and more crushes comin in, im slowly losing control over my thinkings. Each time i meet u, u brighten me up about the past. The past dat i'll always wish to gain back. Sweet o bad, im willing to accept. Things may had been diff from how it was before this.

I wouldn't mind changin according to ur wish.
Do i stil stand a chance??

Words from my heart jus for u

2009-10-15T07:05:00.000+08:00

Aviation - You were my everything
[Talking:]
This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking:]
I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying

[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking:]
And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

2009-10-11T09:38:00.000+08:00

Ur presence gave me d perfect start 2 my day
With d stare from ur shiny round eyes, u waken me from my dreams
D sweet voice of urs caught me deep into my heart
It rings in my mind every single second from d moment i met u
The red-ish cute cheek of urs charmed me lik no one else could
U're d best definition of perfection..!!

You're d best gift i could ever expect from God
You're definitely an angel sent by God to bring joy

If i were to be given a wish... It'll definitely to be with you.

2009-09-24T06:37:00.000+08:00

OKay, the holidays are getting boring. Im slacking all the way at home without knowing wat to do. Books are obviously not my option. My daily routine will be waking up at 11+ in the morning, clean up, eat my lunch, and back sleepin at 1+ in the afternoon. If i were to be at my gma's house den it'll be waking up at 8am and sit in front of the comp the whole day =.=

I FREAKING NEED MOTIVATIONS..!! EXAMS ARE AROUND THE CORNER
GOT KICKED OUT FROM ADD MATHS TTN..!!
STUDY..!! STUDY..!! STUDY..!!

My parents will be yelling at me all day long with this magnificent word

Neway, I did sth better den sleeping ytd.But, it has ntg to do wit studies. I woke up at 7.30am, went to Chinese Swimming Club to swim. It had been months since i last swimmed. Had lunch in town after swimming. Two bowls of rice, fried fish with tau chiao, fried chicken with plum sauce and fried kangkung wit sambal. It was satisfying tho. Went home at 2. As expected i was back sleeping til 4.30pm. And dat is when i started doin my Maths work. Went for a jog and football at 6pm. Dirtied myself with mud. =@

look at how dirty is my shirt..

who's gonna wash dis?? LOL

Signing out,
KaiXian.

2009-09-24T05:06:00.000+08:00

Annual Training Camp 2009
Dun wanna describe much cos there is ntg pleasing for me to describe bout..its all bout quarrels and slacking.

Below are pics for viewing..
-my miniature..NO COMMENTS PLS.!-
-It came to wish us gud luck-
-The Terminator with The Lizard-
-Spot the naked guy..LOL-
-Exco caught helpin..!!-
-The Cow business-
-Cobra Patrol-
-Falcon Patrol-
-Falcon agn-
-FALCON..!!-
-Sessions-
-After Backwoods-
-Combo for bday boy Kevin Lee-
-Ignore my expression..!!-
-Egg shell + Egg + Flour + Chilli Sauce + Water-
-He's givin his belly a massage-
-He's washing his hair with chilli sauce o.o-
-Wetting d mud crawl pit-
-Done..i guess-
-Enjoying their crawl-
-Cleaning up-
-Tower and Gateway for Unit 1 and Unit 2-

Dats all i have to post,
don't ask too much bout it,
don't wanna recall anythg,
happy viewing.

2009-09-20T12:38:00.000+08:00

7th Georgetown South Post Bearers Term 09/10

Troop Leader
TL Alvin Cheah

Asst Troop Leaders
ATL Calvin Tan
ATL Oh Yue Jin

Venture Unit Leaders
U1-UL Ooi Kai Xian
U2-UL Daryl Yeoh

Venture Unit Seconds
U1-US Beh Ming Yih
U2-US Jeffrey Chang

Patrol Leaders
Owl-PL Chan Kok Seng
Hawk-PL Adrian Wong
Falcon-PL Aaron Chew
Cobra-PL Khoo Kah Heng

Patrol Seconds
Owl-PS Nicholas Yeap
Hawk-PS Nelson Yeap
Falcon-PS Ronald C'ng
Cobra-PS Kevin Lee

2009-09-20T08:32:00.000+08:00

MY INDIAN DAYS..!! xD

-Coconut breaking ceremony..
Joined the Indian annual coconut breaking ceremony of a temple somewhere in Bkt Dumbar. It was raining heavily before the walk but it did not stop the crowd from marching from the temple and taking a round in the jelutong housing area. A total of 30k coconuts were ordered for this mega event of the temple. 6 cows carrying 3 chariots with the statue of the goddess on it.

-chariots before the walk-

-coconut shells-

-a tractor clearing the shells-

-the chariot-

-chariot-

-hello =)-

-my parents with the offerings-

-frenly neighbourhood..xD-

-break break and break-

-waiting to break more =.=-

-excess coconuts-

A group of youngsters spent a total of RM500 to sponsor a huge box of firework which was released as the closing ceremony of the event. The fireworks was sensational, sadly couldn't get a perfect pic of it wit my hp. So...TOO BAD =)

-Fire walkin ceremony...
Afte the coconut breaking ceremony, its time for my worst fear. FIRE WALKING CEREMONY. This was my 2nd time participating and walking past the fire. With the fire burning from 11am till the fire walkin event which is at 6pm, the heat is totally UNDESCRIBABLE..!!

-the opening ceremony of the event in d morning-

-inserting d beans for offerings in a corner of d path-

-the three spots for the fire lighting-

-fire lighting-

-paying respect to the priest-

-offerings for the lord-

-the burning woods at 11.30am-

-10 minutes before d start of d walk-

-the interval of d walk, musicians heating their instruments-

-the ending of d walk, shuttin down d flame-

-d look of the path after cooled down-

-my feet after d walk, steppin on tea leaves to cool down-

-it goes on over and over agn...-

-see wat i mean..??-
-the mum of the priest worshippin d goddess to end d event-

That's all i have for my Indian Days,
* DON"T ASK ME D REASON AND STORY BEHIND DIS ACTS COS I DUNNO A THG..!!

2009-09-01T16:02:00.001+08:00

LeToya Luckett - Not Anymore

This is dedicated to
This, This, This is dedicated to
Mmm, well if your feeling like I’m feeling, then this is dedicated to you

Verse 1:
Well, Ive been the super girlfriend
Let you think that nothing bother me
Like when you go out with your friends
And people bring me back the stories
The stories bout them other girls
Bout this one, and that one, and those three
So when I ask a simple question (Where were you last night?)
You wanna yell and scream and try to flip it on me

Bridge:
No, No, No (No, No)
Is anybody else just fed up?
If you heard it all before, foe, foe (foe, foe)
Then right where you are just get up

Chorus (2X):
Somebody say, I don’t want it anymore
I don’t want it anymore
Somebody say, I don’t want it anymore
I don’t want it anymore
Cause Ive dried my eyes and I realized
I deserve somebody that’ll treat me right
Somebody say, I don’t want it anymore
I don’t want it anymore
Somebody say, I don’t want it anymore
I don’t want it anymore
Because I know my worth so you can keep
That drama, I dont want it anymore
Ooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore

Verse 2:
Mmm, no more settling for less
I’m looking for that kind of man
That’s gonna give his best, cause I’m giving my best
A man that wants to cherish this
And knows exactly how to woo me
Not some silly little boy
Who wants my goodies cause he took me to the movies

Bridge:
No, No, No (No, No)
Is anybody else just fed up?
If you heard it all before, foe, foe (foe, foe)
Not Anymore lyrics on
Then right where you are just get up

Chorus (2X):
Somebody say, I don’t want it anymore
I don’t want it anymore
Somebody say, I don’t want it anymore
I don’t want it anymore
Cause Ive dried my eyes and I realized
I deserve somebody that’ll treat me right
Somebody say, I don’t want it anymore
I don’t want it anymore
Somebody say, I don’t want it anymore
I don’t want it anymore
Because I know my worth so you can keep
That drama, I don’t want it anymore
Ooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (walking out the door)
Ooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (no, not anymore)
Ooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (not no more, not no more, Im gone)
Ooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (No)

This is dedicated to(better leave in a day)
This, this, this is dedicated to(wipe the tears from my face)
Mmm, well if you feeling like I’m feeling, then this is dedicated to you (if you feel me say)

Chorus:
Somebody say, I don’t want it anymore
I don’t want it anymore
Somebody say, I don’t want it anymore
I don’t want it anymore
Cause Ive dried my eyes and I realized
I deserve somebody that’ll treat me right
Somebody say, I don’t want it anymore
I don’t want it anymore
Somebody say, I don’t want it anymore
I don’t want it anymore
Because I know my worth so you can keep
That drama, I don’t want it anymore
Ooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore

2009-08-22T19:25:00.000+08:00

...Kelly Clarkson-Behind These Hazel Eyes...

seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Anymore

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

2009-08-12T03:58:00.000+08:00

-2009 World Scout Day Jota/Joti-

..Attended the World Scout Day on the 1st of August 2009..
..It was also participated by scouts from The Mainland..

Attendance code for 7th Georgetown South :
1) Form 5s
2) Form 4s
3) Form 2s
4) Form 1s

Activities offered :
1) Scouting knowledge-based games
2) Pioneering Competition
3) Backwoodsman Competition
4) Modern Cooking Competition
However, 7th Georgetown South only participated in games which was pretty exciting..the juniors had a great time learning and playing..we were tested in different sorts of scouting knowledge..

In example :
1) Morse code
2) Semaphore
3) Guessin actions
4) Methods of communication

There were many more, unfortunately i couldn't recall, xP

8th Georgetown South of Penang Free School sent 4 groups to participate in the modern cooking competition. As expected the top 4 spots out of 5 were clinched by The Frees.

-spaghetti-
-chicken chop-
-trophy winners-
-souvenior presentation by Mr Carebear..xP-

2009-08-12T02:12:00.000+08:00

Update on Melaka Jamboree pics

-opening ceremony-

GAMES...

-our grand structure..xD-

- humiliating moment..xP-
-Lord Baden Powell-
-HAHAHA-
Taken by stupid Alvin Cheah.xP
-Dats calvin on the gateway-
-Breakfast on the 3rd day..i thk-
-Breakfast-
-Final day-

Warning..!!

2009-08-03T19:49:00.000+08:00

Warning to all viewers..!!!

The post below is strictly for private viewing only..!!
Do not let it go out from this blog page

Blog admin,
Kaixian.

2009-08-03T17:59:00.000+08:00

Pengetua,

Penang Free School,

Jalan Masjid Negeri,

11500, Pulau Pinang.

Pelajar Kelas 4 Gigih,

Penang Free School. 29 JULAI 2009

Aduan Tentang Guru Fizik dan Sivik (Encik Lim Peng Chew)

Merujuk kepada perkara diatas, kami Pelajar 4 Gigih ingin membuat aduan terhadap seorang guru di sekolah ini. Beliau ialah Encik Lim Peng Chew.

1. Beliau tidak mengajar subjek Sivik sejak dari awal tahun lagi. Beliau tidak mempedulikan subjek tersebut dan enggan mengajar subjek tersebut. Encik Lim Peng Chew juga menyatakan bahawa Sivik tidak termasuk dalam Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM).

2. Beliau juga sentiasa bermain dengan pelajar kelas lain semasa mengajar subjek Fizik di makmal. Beliau juga selalu meraba anggota pelajar atau mengacau pelajar lain. Encik Lim Peng Chew juga menggunakan perkataan-perkataan lucah yang berkenaan dengan hal-hal negative seperti hal-hal seksualiti.

3. Encik Lim Peng Chew juga mengutuk dan memaki guru-guru lain yang mengajar di sekolah ini. Beliau telah menyatakan bahawa guru-guru lain yang mengajar di Penang Free School tidak berkualiti. Beliau juga berpendapat bahawa semua pelajar 4 Gigih tidak pandai serta tiada gunanya mengajar kelas tersebut. Kata-kata ini selalu diluahkan, ‘You all stupid, no use I teach your class.’

4. Selain itu, beliau juga mempromosikan kelas tuisyen yang beliau mengajar. Beliau hanya mengajar pelajar-pelajar jika mengikuti tuisyennya atas tujuan komersial. Cara beliau mengajar di kelas tuisyen dan di sekolah juga agak berbeza. Beliau tidak memberi tumpuan penuhnya apabila mengajar di sekolah, tetapi beliau mengajar dengan bersungguh-sungguh dan memberi sepenuh tumpuannya apabila di kelas tuisyennya.

5. Beliau juga telah mengantagonasikan pelajar dari mula tahun. Beliau pernah mencabar murid memukul dia dan telah melempar keluar beg muridnya semasa peperiksaan dijalankan.

6. Beliau juga bercakap buruk tentang hal-hal agama dan isu-isu politik yang sensitif dalam kelas beliau. Beliau juga ingin mewujudkan rusuhan kaum secara tidak langsung.

7. Separuh masa daripada subjek beliau mengajar, beliau menggunakan komputer riba beliau untuk menonton wayang. Beliau juga menyatakan bahawa dia lebih rela untuk menonton wayang daripada mengajar kelas 4 Gigih.

Kami berharap agar Tuan Pengetua mengambil tindakan yang sewajarnya atas Encik Lim Peng Chew.

Sekian, terima kasih.

Daripada Pelajar Kelas 4 Gigih

2009-07-08T09:28:00.000+08:00

Leadership Training Camp 09

The annual Leadership Training Camp (LTC) by 7th Georgetown South was held on 4th and 5th of July in order the train the leadership and endurance of the juniors. However the way the event was held this time was totally different.

The aim of this camp is more to a knowledge camp than a torture based training camp. Gadgets to be build was much simpler than wat it used to be years ago. Moments of drilling & marching were reduced. Superb meals were served for lunch, tea and dinner. We even had supper.

Backwoodsman based lunch consist of:
1) Roast fish with turmeric
2) Brinjals with soya sauce
3) Roast sweet potatoes
4) Fried egg in orange shells and potatoes
5) Flour twists

Food served for tea time were:
1) Milo Fuze with Cereal
2) Cream crackers

Meals for dinner:
1) Claypot chicken rice (too bad it was overcooked)
2) Fried egg with onions
3) Red beans
4) Slices of bread

Food for supper
1) Red Bean Soup
2) Potato soup wit cabbages
3) Mushroom soup with bread
4) Milo Fuze

Meals were mainly provided and cooked by our so called "goddad" MR CHEAH.

Here's some pic of the enjoying 24hours camp. ENJOY IT!!

The start of Backwoodsman
Spot the Human Torch =)
Under the cooking process
The Fire Ducks
-Murder case?
oopsss..
Rescue team to the rescue
The nerdy one bandaging..LOL
eherm..
Wear ur shirt for god sake!!
Chicken rice in the cooking process
Campfire..
Hiking trip in youth park
Guess who's that..
Final horseshoe..!!

2009-07-04T00:15:00.000+08:00

-Photos of Melaka Jamboree uploaded-
...scroll down to d Jamboree post to view...

2009-06-26T16:28:00.000+08:00

Random pics of PFS drainage system after minutes of rains

2009-06-26T09:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
CHEAH XINNING!!

May all your wishes come true & get well soon..!!

GOOD LUCK AND AL THE BEST IN YOUR STUDIES..!!

May our friendship last =)

Your fren,
Kai Xian

2009-06-26T09:12:00.000+08:00

A fren lost 4 months ago..
Is another on the verge of it??

WTH is happening between us??
Dis had never happen between us since our 2 years of frenship.
Pls..Keep me up to date bout wats happening.
Dun wanna lose another fren..WAT DID I DO RONG??!!
JUS TEL ME..DUN HIDE IT..IT WON"T SOLVE A THG!!

Previous friendship lost by the result of influences and brain washing.
NOW??!! WAT IS RONG??!!

Just tel me..i'm ready to listen to the prob.
I'll take it openly..pls dun hide it from me.
There is nothing impossible to be solved.

Hopin that you're confront me and tel me wats goin on.
Signing off,
KAIXIAN!!

2009-06-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

First of all..details of the play!!

Title : 7th MELAKA WORLD HERITAGE CITY JAMBOREE 2009

Date : 30th May 2009 – 4th June 2009
Venue : Melaka Scout’s Camp, Bukit Katil, Melaka
Director : HJ. ABD. Kader B. HJ. Md Nor

crew/cast
-Rozhan-
-Izzat-
-Khairuddin-
-Encik Mama-
-Faisal-
-Syazwan aka LEVEL 14 Orge Magi(fyi he's std 3)-
-THE ALONG!!-

Actor/Actress
-Kaixian the Devilish Chipmunk-
-Calvin the Ostrich-
-Alvin the Fat Cow-
-Jeffrey the Giraffe-
-Daryl the LoveBird-
-Yuejin the ???(sorry he din wan 2 b named)-
-Mr Ong the CareBear-

-Ferrow-
-Sparrow-
-Eagle-

STORYLINE
Fellow directors, crews, actors and actress met up in SMK Sri Mutiara on the 29th of May at 2255hours, where the first scene was captured. The first rise of anger to bring the jamboree to a start. Penang Free School scouts dominated the bus from Penang Scout Council to SMK Mutiara Impian. However after photoshoot session, Mutiara Impian scouts got hold of our places. We got fired up by the first time we met them!!

Continued on with our journey from SMK Mutiara Impian to Bukit Katil in Melaka. The was totally no sign of communication between The Frees and Mutiara Impian students. Stopped quite a number of time at the R&R on the highway for pee break and meals. Had nasi lemak and some fruits at d 2nd stop. Yuejin bought 5 pieces of nangka for 3 bucks. Lets calculate how much does one cost him. 3bucks/5 ...hmm dats 60cents each. Well v disgusted him with worms n succesfully freaked him out afta taking 2 of d nangka. D rest were THROWN away!!

MR OH YUE JIN wastedRM1.80 !!

Stopped agn for breakfast at 07oo hours (if im not mistaken).. Took only a cup of warm milo while the others took half boiled eggs with bread. yawns, was halfway blurring still. Back onto the bus after breakfast. Reached Bukit Katil at 0900hours. Loaded our "treasures" of the bus and right to our campsite. Good exercise neway, especially early in the morning. =) Got our name tags, scarf, hats(which luks totally lik the farmers' hat) and badges. Set up our tent and various jobs were divided. Gateways, Fencings and worst of all clearing up the rubbish! Poker & Blackjack d whole day..aren't there anythg better to do??!!

HOLD ON!! while everyone was blurring off, the LoveBird fell in love wit the Sparrow & Ferrow..while the Ostrich fell in luv wit the Eagle!! n thats how d love cycle started!!

Owh n it's d 2nd day of d jamboree!! that's where d opening ceremony were held..!! Stood under the bright hot sun looking at "tua liap lang" coming in =.= NEXT, activities session..ITS ALL ABOUT KNOWLEDGE once more! damn..

heres d list of activities::
-Cultural Village-
-Handicraft Village-
-Traditional Food Corner-

We were den divided into 5 patrols randomly..patrols were named based on noodles brands. I was selected as one of d patrol leader and d name of my patrol was cintan =.= D duties of d patrols are to b sentry to d campsite at nite and take note of d number of HUMANS entering n leaving d campsite. Had to take care from 0000 hours to 0230 hours b4 alvin take charge.

The Mutiara Impian scouts took d first step. We were cordially invited to their late "evening assembly" It was seriously fun. We made frens, sang songs, danced, played games and acted. And once agn yuejin was d spotlight wen he sang "MyLove frm Westlife" while ferrow sang "MyHeartWillGoOn by CelineDion". By 2330hours, Abang Din was back to haunt us with d 52 ketuk ketampi debt!! But we did only 10..thank god. Had to sentry d campsite..yawns!!

Woke up at 0600 hours 4 d general assembly which they called it istiadat bendera. Sang d national anthem, state anthem n recited the scout promise while d malays had their prayers. Took our bath(more info bout d toilet will be explained ltr) Continued on with station games.

Games 1) shuffle
2) bridge
3) model pioneering
4) blind trail
5) roda

Completed everythg kinda fas. My group made the bst bridge. Thanks to the Yuejin n Jeffrey. Hurried back to campsite bcos AH LONG the Great was worried bout BORIA PRACTICE for d cultural nite. So went back to d campsite and had cup noodles, bread n baked beans. And as usual back to Blackjack & Poker-ing agn. YAWNS x1000.

Went for tourism trip round Melaka town, visited to Portugese Ship Museum(o watever its called), Kota A' Famosa, Menara Taming Sari n Dataran Pahlawan. Calvin was screamin lik a constipated ostrich wen he was on the Taming Sari ride. AHH!!! wait a minute..ntg could express how loud n sharp d voice of the ostrich was. HEHE!! Spent only 10 minutes in each spot. There's totally ntg to enjoy cos we were in a rush. Dataran Merdeka was a grand shopping complex. But guess wat. Most of d jamboree participants made deir "largest business" in d toilet. The modals aged 3 days =)

We were invited to Kuala Lumpur but it was fully on our own expenses. We won't b able to get two more activities done if v go for KL. So we were stuck to our princip..WE ARE HERE TO COMPLETE N GET D BADGE!! However daryl was not really pleased as Sparrow & Ferrow went for d trip. He emo-ed d whole day! Same goes to calvin. He went to slp straight as Eagle wasn't around!

Owh ya i missed out Radio Amateur..which im stil trying to figure out wat izzit about. sigh!! We were allowed to blur til nite after d events were done. So The Ostrich is back sleeping while the others were enjoyin Ovaltine, Tuna and Bread. YUMMY!! we started mixing around wit d MI students. They were really frenly!!

The crews went for Gilwell Reunion from 1900 hours-2200hours. We were to lazy to mix around earlier in d evening. Started mixing wit d MI students agn at 2130 hours which was a bit too late. Once d crews were back its punishment time. D amount of ketuk ketampi was increased to 62 & extra zero was added to d 62 bcos of dishonest act by one of d scout which made it 620!! However, an extremely bright lighting struck so low into our campsite. The bolt was extremely visible. 15 seconds ltr, the major downpour comes. We rushed into out tents. To our suprise, the so called double layer tent leaked lik nobody's business. Water was comin in from every end of d tent. D tent was flooded in split second. All our belongings got wet. It was a very challenging situation. thunder n lighting were striking..voice of ppl screaming!! We threw all our stuff into mr Ong's tent cos it was d only strong tent. No leakage at all. C.. that's y he's called d care bear!! =) Ran to d committes corner for shelter. They were really helpful, they extended d tents for us to rest there. Alvin n i went back to d tent to slp after d rain stop. Laid a piece of flight sheet over d water n off we go to dreamland in our wet t-shirts. We were to tired to even change.

TRUST ME..ITS DISASTEROUS SLEEPING WITH ALVIN CHEAH!!
THE FAT COW SNORES LIK A PIG!!

Woke up at 0600hours agn. Wore our wet uniform under d cool windy morning. Everyone was shivering. It was challenge time after dat. CABARAN!!! There was swinging thg which i dunno wat they call it, monkey bar, commando crawl, n much more. The Ostrich was jumping lik a grasshopper wen he was goin thru d commando crawl. As d result, he got bruises on his precious hand. And he was lik "OMG WEN DID I GOT DAT??!!" Whole body was covered with mud but trust me i was a very good experience. First time experiencin mud instead of tomato sauce, flour, water n chilli sauce. Missed fishing n kayaking cos d tide was too high. To my embaressment i had to ride on a motorbike during d bicycle ride. Don't ask y!!

Back to campsite..cleaned up n washed our clothes. Then, had to build racks n shelves cos we'll be holding a grand dinner for guest. Owh well "grand dinner", guess wat we had..TEH TARIK, KOPI, BIHUN GORENG, KARIPAP, & some sort of KUIH!! Thats jus so grand. =.= Daryl took full opportunity of d free time to get biodata d SMK MUTIARA IMPIAN students. Especially SPARROW n EAGLE. The "OSTRICH" was depressed as he found he's dream guy..OMG!!
Brought down out tents afta Cabaran cos we dun plan to slp dat nite. It was d last nite n everyone suppose to enjoy themselves lik d 2nd nite. We kept only a tent open. Unfortunately, d same thg happened. MAJOR DOWNPOUR!! but we were well prepared. We covered our thgs with the sheet n we threw d whole thg into d tent. Then we put another water-proof sheet over our tent, so the tent was totally waterproof. Owh no..correction, it was 85% waterproof..!! We blurred n blurred n blurred. Me n Jeff left d campsite at 2am to get drinks n supper. I got myself a pack of Ice Cream Soda while Jeff bought two pieces of Roti Canai. Then we slp in Mr Ong's tent with Alvin n Yuejin. As usual, THE COW STARTS SNORING!! it took us 2 & A HALF HOURS TO SLEEP!!

Woke up at 0500 hours..cleared our stuff..BATHE AT 0600 hours!! We were lik GE GE GE GE!!! But it was fun bathing early in d morning.xD Took some sandwiches b4 heading to d assembly ground to board d bus. Was signing autograph on scarfs and collecting biodatas. Had out last round of meal there. POTATO WEDGES n AIR MATA KUCING!! yummy!!

Tried to sleep in d bus but dat COW was freaking distracting. Fell asleep at last. Same goes to THE COW. Calvin was bz taking pics n video of how my head fell onto Alvin's shoulder n hw Alvin fell on my head. IDIOTIC STALKER!! tsk tsk. Stop for lunch n tea break a few times b4 finally reaching home at 2000 hours.

**TOILETS..
i believe its bst u ppl conclude frm d give points,

1) there's only 20 cubicle
2) no flush to each cubicle
3) no shower
4) often run out of water
5) undergarments all over d place
6) locks were destroyed
7) toilets are always wet n muddy

dats al i hav to provide..FIGURE IT OUT!!

Most of d events written here are not according to d schedule cos couldn't rmb much..hehe.

oopss..dats me pitching up the tent
Mr Ong the Carebear
errr..alvin?
Campsite of Penang Contingent
Guess who's dis!! LOL!!
RAINBOW!!
Proposin?
Yuejin acting
Me in a play wit d name "how a pondan get 2 know a gangster?"
hehe..=)
ITS DA MA CAI not BAN LENG!!
take 1
take 2
Daryl wit his idol =)
SMK Mutiara Impian
Penang Free of cos =)
BANG..!!
Party Nite
Spot d lil boy..he can actually sing 60% of d scout songs!!
Group pic.

More pics to be uploaded stil,
Waiting for my turn to get d pendrive.

jordin sparks-battlefield

2009-05-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

Don’t try to explain your mind
I know what’s happening here
One minute it’s love
And suddenly it’s like a battle-field

One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world’s nothing when you don’t
I’m not here without a shield
Can’t go back now

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again

Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don’t even know what we’re fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like..

Can’t swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mhmm
If we can’t surrender then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again

I don’t wanna fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don’t even know what we’re fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your…

We could pretend that we are friends tonight (oh-oh-oh)
And in the morning we’ll wake up and we’ll be alright
Cause baby we don’t have to fight
And I don’t want this love to feel like..

A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield,
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor…

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don’t even know what we’re fighting for (fighting, fighting for)

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor

Why does love always feel like…
Why does love always feel like…
A battlefield, a battlefield..

I never meant to start a war
Don’t even know what we’re fighting for

I never meant to start a war
Don’t even know what we’re fighting for

2009-05-29T23:33:00.000+08:00

the mid term examination had officially ended.
DISASTER..!!
im gonna fail, flop, wat else??
ish..my english is so lowly...damn!!

the next comin event is the International Jamboree in Melaka.
will be heading to Melaka wit the contingent bus tonight.
6 days 5 night..!!

FUN O TORTURE??..shall see shall see xD

skipped scul for 2 days cos im lazy afta exams.
but life at home is soso boring.
gotta helpout at home.
clean d windows, cut the grass..blablabla
n listen to the whole family mumble n complain..yish!!

alrite..too lazy to continue bloggin =S
will be updating after jamboree..hehe!

2009-05-13T07:38:00.000+08:00

To, all my frens..

..Good luck and all the best in the comin exam..
..Study hard n study smart..
..Ntg is Impossible..
..Dun give up..

hmmm...dis dun seem to b d common words from kaixian
owh well =D

neway..a note of encouragement 4 everyone
dis is how it goes..

~good better best~
~never let it rest~
~til ur gud is better..n ur better best~

yours faithfully,
kaixian.

2009-05-13T07:24:00.000+08:00

exams are getting nearer and nearer!!
2 weeks of stress!!
from 15th of May to 27th of May
ready??..errr...nope!! =D
well..time management r stil in critical condition xD
owh wait..ders time management but lack of discipline..hehe
hmmm..some gradings may show everythg..=)

Effort = D
Discipline = E
Time Management = B
Self Determination = F
Moral Support by Others = A+

hmmm..understood?? lmao!!
i really gotta start improvin on effort,discipline n determination.
TIME IS RUNNING OUT!!! save me!!

alrite dis post is plain absurd....

neway..found myself a physics tuition
will be attendin d one in PISA
thx to LIM PENG CHEW i'm left behind in physics =.=
he n his "amazing" acts in class!! ==!!

alrite,
dats al i have 4 today,
won't be updatin til d end of exams,
which is 2 weeks more =(

2009-05-13T05:43:00.000+08:00

D Endin Of A Frenship

a broken frenship??
things seem to had change in our frenship
d realisation happened very early in d year
was it all bout influences??
how much does influences affect ur thinking?
well..ders not much to complain neway
if dats how u wan our frenship to end..let it be
TOTAL REGRETS TO EVEN NOE U!!
if a guy wit professional backstabbin skills are wat u admire..
GOD BLESS U DEN!!

we shall put a full stop to our frenship,
my final wish to u..good lck n hope u chose d rite person 2 believe in.

2009-05-05T15:27:00.000+08:00

hmm..i guess it had been weeks since i last blog..well..lets jus skip my experience in the seminar for the International Trade Centre cos it was BORING!!

schoolin days come n go as usual..ntg special
jus the increase in amount of HOMEWORKS!!
owh well, it don't affect me neway...xDD
well, my revision book r startin to show it's purpose nwadays..=)
so no more complaints from my daddy!!

exams r startin by the 15th of may!!
disasterous!! not ready at al =.=
things really hav to change soon
owh well, got myself a physics ttn..
wait did i?? hmm..i'm stil havin prob 2 choose which ttn to attend
PISA mia o MrTeh's Physics??

alrite lets get to my life update for today..wee!! xD
had my pe lesson in scul
managed to do 28 sit ups in a minute
well..dats d max as theres rhythm to each steps
played football after dat..so rusted..dang!!
took out my necklace..
n to my nightmare i left it in d mid of the field til d end of d day
found out durin d las lesson
was lucky dat it was stil there..thx god!!
if not my mum would had skinned me alive

well,
i guess dat al for today,

tata!!

izzit over yet??

2009-04-28T09:30:00.000+08:00

The annual PCGHS campfire has ended..we worked our ass out for the past few days..was busy with our own performance n helpin the campnite OC's with their scalfoldin buildin..strEsS strEsS strEsS!! N to our suprise HengKhaiLing had been addressin the scouts as Bangladeshi..owh well..guess wat..she claimed its bcos we're dark n we work lik Bangladeshi..it's stupid isn't it..kill her!! =)

However, things did not turn out as wat we expected..items were not completed in time..but to our relief we had a sketch n dance to present while the singer of the year OhYueJin shall sing..LMAO!! reached PCGHS late as the sports day was on and we had to rush to scul to get banners..set up our site half an hour later den the others..sorry to programmers Lushi n WoeiJai!! Our bad..Continued on with our items..cause lots of obstruction..real sorrry to the OCs'..YueJin sang "she's no you" by Jesse McCartney..well his voice was too identical n gave the OC some prob in judgin..sigh sigh.

The Campfire officially ended at 10++ pm..haha..n here's the list of trophies we managed to grab :

2nd Runner Up
Best Sketch
Best Overall Item

well to be honest it was rather dissapointing..but we did our best..n it's d effect for late preparation..no one should be blamed but ourself..CLHS won the campnite wit a tremandous dance..i hav to admit it's fantastic..Congrates guys!!

Hmmm..looks lik d major event had ended n ders not much to talk bout..but had d conflicts created durin d preparation solved yet?? There dun seem to be probs so far as we are preparin for d comin events..LTC, ATC, TTO,and Jamboree!! wow..ders a lot to list actually..hmm..!!

*dats al for now..tata =)

2009-04-25T01:48:00.000+08:00

WTH is rong wit u??!!
1 more day left n u're tellin me dis crap.
Y bother askin me 2 plan dance wen u dun 1 2 use it?
U pushed me n pressured me non stop.
N now??!!
U should ask me 2 stop earlier.
I had several sleepless nites,
jus 2 finish this blurdy thg.

Fyi planning dance is not dat simple,
tho u never plan it b4 as it was neva ur job.
U always push it to other ppl.
Lik wat u said,
a leader dunnid to plan or do anythg.
I obeyed ur order n wat crap r u doin.

Just to remind u..
U R NO LONGER D LEADER!!
STOP GIVIN COMMENTS N STFU!!
LET D LEADER MAKE D DECISION!!

D new leader is goin thru a tough time,
he had to take over the campfire wit a terrible condition.
N U R MAKING IT WORSE!!
Can u jus keep quiet n co-operate?!

Feeling so F**KED UP!!
Chaoz,

2009-04-24T07:31:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey Hey..xD!!

My day turned out to be an unexpected one.
I went 2 scul wit total disatisfaction.
My teacher told me 2day suppose to b a normal schooling day.
N dats d ONLY reason i went 2 scul.
However, to my suprise,
it's was RAPTAI SUKAN!! Owh Great..Damn!!

But things turned out 2 b amazing wen i met yuejin n jeff,
dey invited me n calvin 2 join d Young Enterprise Teambuildin.
But there was a regulation to that,
I HAV TO JOIN YE AFTER DAT..!!
I din take long b4 makin my decision to join.
I made consideration since i was form 2,
so i guess i should giv myself a try.
So dis is how my first day in YE goes...

Departed from scul wit a school bus,
heading to PSDC for the teambuilding.
Reached at 8.30am..had out breakfast der.MEE GORENG!!
Then, there was a talk on LEADERSHIP.
Games related 2 teamwork n leadership were among d agenda.
Among d games played were.. :-

-Mohawk Crossing-
-Straw Castle-

It was tough n our patiences was well tested.
Without teamwork,
non of d task can b done n leader mus b very creative 2.
We played n enjoyed ourself well in dis half day activity.
A lot of motivation gained..
LEADERSHIP,TEAMWORK N COMMITMENT!!!
Had lunch in the cafeteria..THE WAVES.
D buffet lunch was fantastic..really enjoyed it.
Headed back to scul at 1.30pm.

N dats how my miserable morning turned rather interesting.

Dats al for now,
GTG 4 mtg,
wil update the pics soon,
toodles.

2009-04-18T17:57:00.000+08:00

LOL

2009-04-18T17:54:00.000+08:00

it's 2.41am and i'm stil awake..trying to figure out how am i gonna continue with my dance when i can't even move my body anymore..feel so sleepy..there gonna be meetings tmr..wondering will i be able to wake up to attend for the mtg..sigh..IS THERE ANYTHG I CAN DO TO MAKE MYSELF ACTIVE AGN??!!..i've been blurrin in front of the comp for more than two hours..rejecting game requests trying to focus in my dance...there's questions swimming n flying round my brain..n this is how it sounds like..

"will we be able to finish everythg in time??"
"will all this quarrels and conflict ends??"
"wen will al dis thg end??"
"will we still maintain as fren after dis event??"
"was it a right choice to attend for this event??"

could someone get all this crap off my mind??..ITS SO FREAKING DISTRACTING!!..watever it is i've gotta try my best to finish up the job i'm assigned to..and dats it!!

2009-04-17T01:04:00.000+08:00

FREEDOM AT HOME..=)

spent two nites at my g'ma's hse trying to finish up my dance..sighh..was kinda wasteful neway..x)..skipped scul for two days bcos the saringan was goin on in scul on wednesday n thursday so there's no use goin to scul..slept at 2am everynite n wake up at 9am..it was kinda consistent for both days..x)

as usual..messenger shall be my main priority..chat chat chat al day long..nyahaha..n same goes to dota dota dota n dota..nyahaha once more..*evil laugh*.. wen over to calvin's house both days to practice dance..but spent most of the time fifa-ing..haha..managed to beat jeff in 3 consecutive matches..HEHE!!

unfortunately, the amount of members in meetings are always d same..only me,calvin,yuejin n jeffrey..the leader jus wouldn't be der..sighh..kevin did turned up for mtg twice n aaron once..however d agenda for mtg is always da same..they wil start poker-ing n blackjackin-ing while me n jef will b in front of the comp fifa-ing all day long..nyahaha!!

all planners are hoping to get everythg ready by saturday cos TIME IS RUNNING OUT!!
dats al for today..gotta get back to my schedule..toodles

..an event for the sense of realisation..

2009-04-16T12:33:00.000+08:00

7th Georgetown South wil be attending the Annual PCGHS Campfire..however there seems to be conflicts comin in n out between the participants regardin job division n much more..comments bout unfairness had been goin in n out of everyones' ear..thus an unacceptable theory was given by the leader.."A leader shouldn't be the one planning n dun hav to do anythg"..i wonder if dis even make sense..instructions were given by threatens..in example.."u do dis o u'll be out of the list of participants"..

there's a question that had been in my mind since d beginning of the year..
"are we stil ur frens o r we jus ur tools on ur road to fame..?? R u usin us??"
till now dis short lil question stil maintain unanswered

this seems to be gettin from bad to worse..backstabbings..two headed behaviours..threathenings..licking the ass of the ppl with higher authority..y mus this be happenin?? does dis worth more than a childhood frenship?? If dats d case, it makes no sense for this frenship to be preserved!!

GRAB WATEVER U WANT..!!
OUR FRENSHIP ENDS HERE..!!

A Fatal Step

2009-04-08T11:12:00.000+08:00

Each action we take has it's reaction
Any mistake we made we have to pay
Whether it's small o big it's another story
A mistep could cos u DOWNGROUND!!

Think before u act..!!

Greed is human nature
Resist it or u'll fall
Be satisfy with wat u are,wat u hav n never complain o wish for anythg more
We are wat we're created
Be thankful!!

*rmb..EVERY ACT HAS IT's COS AND EFFECT...

...i've taken the rong step..dun fall into the prison of life..!!..

...dun bother askin d step i've taken...
...it's the story of my life...
...n i'll be keepin it to myself...

signin out,
kaixian.

Enrique Inglesias ft Ciara-TakingBackMyLove

2009-04-08T10:47:00.000+08:00

[Enrique:]
Go ahead just leave, can’t hold you, you’re free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, ’cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don’t know you’re out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you’re stone cold, you say it ain’t so,
You already know I’m not attached to material

I’d give it all up but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love, I’m takin’ back my love
I’ve given you too much but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love..

[Ciara:]
Yeah
What did I do but give love to you
I’m just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that’s not me
Go ‘head, keep the keys, that’s not what I need from you
You think that you know (I do), you’ve made yourself cold (Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I’m your girl
You’re out of control (So what?), how could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don’t you know I’m not attached to material

[Both:]
I’d give it all up but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love, I’m takin’ back my love
I’ve given you too much but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love, my love, my love, my love

[Enrique:]
So all this love I give you, take it away, (Unh, uh huh)
[Ciara:]
You think material’s the reason I came, (Unh, uh huh)
Enrique:
If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Unh, uh huh)
[Ciara:]
You keep your money, take it all away

I’d give it all up but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love, I’m takin’ back my love
I’ve given you too much but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love, my love, my love

Ooh, my love
Ooh, my love

Cross-country 2009

2009-04-05T01:32:00.000+08:00

Penang Free School had held its 2009 Cross-country on the 3rd of April 2009 from 7.30am to 11am.Well, there's not much to write bout as it was kinda borin...

Started of according to the schedule at 7.45am..SENAM SENI..!! GOsh..that'll be the worse activity ever..dancing around lik mad ppl together with the rhythm of all the boring n sucky malay songs..and all the girlish movements in front of all the visitors in youth park..EMBARESSMENT!! So as expected i did not dance..walked round d place luffin at the otherss..heh..to be honest there r some weird "guys" in Free School dat was attracted to d dances..i believe u ppl understand d meaning of "guys" rite??..xDD

It was a 6km journey from the open air teater in youth park into the Botanical Garden n back out.Took the road past the luxurious terrace houses.."Le Grande"..i day-dreamt dat i'll get a chance to live der someday..LMAO!! i jogged for the first 2km till i met ASM Teh Tze Lun..n from der we walked and talked..hah..we actually chatted till we forgot to jog..haha..ltr on, i jogged for the final 1 and a half km back to youth park..it wasn't tirin at all as i was walkin most of the time.

Soon the results of the cross-country were annouced..participants dat managed to finish first 20 for each class will receive medal..n one thg for sure i'm out of the list...xDD and amazingly, the champion house for cross-country 2009 is HARGREAVES!! i'm so proud to be a member tho i contributed ntg..xDD

Earth Hour 2009

2009-03-25T07:21:00.000+08:00

The Earth Hour 2009 will be on the 28th of March 2009 timed from 8.30pm to 9.30pm..help save the Earth..turn off ur lights for jus this one hour..it makes a lot of different..be a kind human n save the Earth for our own good..!!

`a week to be remembered..

2009-03-25T04:51:00.000+08:00

-u're return gave me a week of fun n company-
-a week of joyful conversations-
-a week of laughter n smiles-
-a week of endless nite-
-u're voice kept me awake for the whole nite-
-there was never a lonely n borin day for me thruout d week-

-not to mention d prob n borin days i put u thru..der was nt even a single complain frm u-
-it makes me felt so guilty n sorry-
-how would i ever show u how sorry am i??-
-every apology wil be accepted gladly by u-
-u're act of forgivin n forgetin had made u such a gud n appreciated fren-

-but now, u departure had left me so.....-
-lifeless-
-soulless-
-and not forgetin..lonely-

-when would i get to meet u agn??-
-shall be lukin towards dat day day by day-

-good luck and al d bst-
-strive for the best-
-so long my fren-

your fren,
kaixian

2009-03-18T02:12:00.000+08:00

spent a nite at my gma's house..woke up at 10am..rushed to get ready for gurney trip!!..xDD..jeffrey's mum reached at around 11am..headed to syarikat pinang..if dats how it's called cos i lupa liao..hehe..it was in siam road..ordered the trophies for odtc 2009..the shop keeper was so proud to inform us that he was from 7th Georgetown South too..LMAO!!!

reached gurney at around 12.30pm..as usual xinning and her gang were late agn..so we made our way to the arcade to hav a round of Daytona...yuejin was the unlucky wan cos he wasted 4 tokens in 4 out of service-ed machines..LOL!!...it's was totally not his day..xD..i played only two games as i was motivatin myself to save money..mwahahahah..so i watched dem play..jeffrey was winning most of the rounds..*claps*..hehe..soon the "cha bo" gang reached..xinning,khai ling,sheng hui and wern yen n n xinyi..did i miss out anyone???had our lunch in The Breeks which i actually spelled as Bricks in the beginning..LMAO!! met jian ming n his gang pula as he was celebratin his b'day der.

watched Marley n Me after lunch..hmmmm....i guess wernyen n khai ling cried tho dey said they luffed non stop...i repeat "I GUESS!!"..xD..it was a nice movie..kinda humourous but sad ending cos "MARLEY DIED!!!"..mwahahaha..call me evil..xDD..den d controversial starts as we started asking each other.."where do u wanna go??"..but no one came out wit an answer satisfying both side..so we went diff ways..guys went to cc..it was our las resort cos we saw someone in mega que..ish!!

met up again in "Bricks"..i mean "Breeks"..xDD..the girls planned to hav dinner der..so makan makan makan...was shocked wen sheng hui actually ordered the biggest meal..LMAO!!!..we sat there n talk while alvin was emo-ing..dunno y..i guess bcos of one person der..o was it two??..*evil laugh*

me n yuejin left after jeffrey n alvin go back..unfortunately, we were sittin in the rong sit of the bus stop..n WE MISSED D BUS!!..owhh great!!!..so we asked wernyen to fetch us back..7 ppl cramped into a sentra..LOL..i sat on yuejin...as usual i'll sit on ppl..so unfair!!..jus jk..xinning was kicking my leg non stop n yuejin say it felt lik WORM!!..LOL!!..5 minutes ltr there was a police check..amazingly we managed to escape..hahahah...n we started luffin n playing at the back of the car agn..mwahahah..owh too bad wernyen was in front..sittin all alone...owhh...so sad..!!..LMAO!!!..dun kill me wen u read dis..ahaha

..40km Journey..

2009-03-03T05:42:00.000+08:00

a group of 7 consisting of alvin,calvin,yuejin,jeffrey,daryl aka rainbow,mingyih and me attended a higher level scout activity..the 40km journey..

here's a simple report

8am-assemble at HengEe High School

8.15am-10.30am..walking towards first destination..Kek Lok Si temple

...ate our brunch der...

11.15am-hike the hill to reach Thousand Two Steps Temple

3pm-reach the temple (cos went the wrong way)

...had our prayers der...

3.45pm-reach the foot of the hill after 45minutes of hikin down

...refresh ourself with some refreshment...

4pm-headed to the navy camp opposite USM (unfortunately it was the rong wan)

9.30pm-reach the navy base (it was a freaking long n tiring journey from air itam)

...discovered that we're at the rong navy base so we sat at the bus stop n blur...

10.30pm-reached Penang International Sports Arena(PISA)

...went to Pelita to have our dinner..it was illegal neway...

11.45pm-met up wit the guide in front of Giant and headed to the clinic to spend a nite

...failed to finish up two more spots, the correct navy base n snake temple...

...fear dat v may fail..but the guide was kind..allowed 2 continue d next day...

...took our bathe, chit chat whole nite, played few games of blackjack, n fed the mosquitoe=)...

7.30am-woke up wit swollen legs n hands

okay okay..now it will be simplify to much simpler report of day 2
visited:-
1) Bayan Baru fire station
2) Snake Temple
3) Sunshine Square
4) Sunshine McD..illegal act..=)
5) Vistana Hotel
6) Super Tanker Food Court..illegal too
...and from there we walked bck to heng ee thru Bukit Gambir...

It was a great experience for all of us..the importance of teamwork, determination n strong will were proven..we managed to strenghten our frenship..it was a tirin n suffering journey but a journey worth apreciated

we managed to catch some pics..n here it is!!

-daryl drawing the road plan-

-calvin sneezing while writing report..LOL-

-us making a fool of daryl..mwahaha-

-resting near Bukit Bendera-

-in front of a temple near Kek Lok Si-
-in the mid of the hike-
-half past dead..xD-
-group pic..calvin was d cameramen-
-praying in the temple-
-group pic at the temple-
-breakfast..stil blurrin..==!!-
-daryl attractin a girl in McD..xD-

-Typical Mingyih..=)-
-at Batu Lanchang-

-Calvin blurrin in front of Heng Ee-

Dats how the trip ended,
hope u ppl enjoy the post,

Still standing,
kaixian.

2009-02-24T07:30:00.000+08:00

-FromThisTo..

Owh great..a great payback for bringing hp to scul..xD

now i had to wait till the end of May to get my hp back.

from nokia 8800 to a lap sap crab shell cracker 2600..==!!

a 3 months confiscation dat makes me feel lik a year..ishh!!

2009-02-06T13:03:00.000+08:00

it was a disasterous day for me today..woke up as usual on schoolin days at 6.30am..was feelin so tired n havin headache..slept in class for 15minutes once i reached scul..headed for physics at d physics lab rite after i woke up..MR LIM PENG CHEW took out a long n fat stick n started checkin our homeworks..got caned 10 times on my hand for not finishin up his work for d 2nd time..felt so numb for at least 20minutes..but as expected my precious tears jus wouldn't drop no matter wat..LOL!!..afta physics wen to get approval for d 40km journey dat ll b held on saturday n sunday frm d senior assistant of co-curricular affair aka ah ma..xD..dat much hated En Kamaruzaman stopped me n asked me to enter d dicipline room..he wanted to cut my hair..here's d whole conver

Kamaruzaman,Me
ni..u mai sini skrang..ikut saya masuk bilik disiplin
timothy sudah tangkap saya la..dia suruh repot hari Isnin..tak percaya pi tanya dia la
u tak potong hari isnin macam mana??
saya tak potong kalau u potong la..apa lagi??
ok..kalau u tak potong saya botakkan kepala kamu
yala..yala
(i jus walked off afta dat)

but thgs wasn't dat bad wen we met d "ah ma"..LOL..!!..she approve it without any doubt..n she even gave us advice n ask us to b careful d throughout d whole journey n offered us 3 tents..n oso asked us to get special insurance from Ustaz Shuhaimi..wow..calvin,alvin n me was so suprise..ahahaha..so we went back to class rite after we got d approval.

i guess d journey wil sure b tirin,
won't b updatin til d journey is over,
updates of d journey shall be up soon..=)

2009-02-05T16:08:00.000+08:00

mario-let me love you
Mmmm ..... Mmmmm.... Yeah....Mmmmm....Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Mmmm...Yeah....Mmmm..... Yeah, Yeah

Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are, you stick around and I just don't know why

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....

You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

Let me love you that's all you need baby

2009-02-04T18:53:00.000+08:00

some pics from d prayers to d Jade Emperor of Heaven

..d front table of d prayers..
..d giant dragon joss sticks..
..my daddy explainin thgs..xD..
..lion dance..
..d tray afta everyone prayed..
.."ang phao" burning Malaysia flag..LOL!!..
..d RM1000.00 firework..sorry my cam sux..v blur..
..few catches of d firework..

2009-01-29T09:50:00.000+08:00

24 January 2009

my aunt n uncle from KL n Kuching reached penang..same goes to my aunt from Vietnam..nt missin cheah xinning who reached at 11pm in Johor from Singapore

25 January 2009

went to my dad's side gma's hse for annual reunion..nt enjoyin bcos d place is v dirty..as years past d place get dirtier..couldn't enjoy steamboat der..took only a bowl..went home after dat..began to feel hungry at 10pm..took a cup of fresh milk wit some cereals..den stayed up til 12am for CNY to arrive..wished mummy n daddy once d clock struck 12am..continued watchin tv cos dun feel lik sleepin..was chattin on d hp till 3am b4 i finally fell asleep.

26 January 2009
the long awaited day has arrived..it's CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!..woke up at 10am..went over to my gma's hse agn..den went to pay respect to my grandpa at d christian cemetry at the waterfall..went over to my sa ee poh chor's hse..stil strong n standin..she's 95 over years old ..gotta get some healthy living tips from her..xD..had d famous gurney drive pasembur n mee goreng..d mee goreng wasn't dat nice bt d pasembur is jus fantastic..went to tanjung court to vist another relative which i dun even noe how to addres..hehe..as usual..BORIN!!..they started discussin bout traffics..==!!..drove to mainland to meet my sa ee poh n my cousin bro from singapore..n finally back hme.

27 January 2009
woke up at 1pm..was so lazy..sat down on d couch doin ntg..watchin taiwanese drama d whole day..sienzz..went to my mum's side gma's hse for steamboat at 6.30pm

b4 d steamboat started
first roundFISHBALL!!..xD
my first round..=)
everyone waitin for d 2nd round to b ready..too bad i fifa-ing.xDa lil too late to grab another round

28 January 2009
woke up at 11.30am..mwahahah..took off for lunch at d Chinese Recreation Centre(CRC) rite after i cleaned up..waited so long as d whole restaurant was crowded..finally d fud arrived..makan makan makan..xD..went back hme to rest cos mummy was tired..while d other relatives drove to kl to meet up wit my uncle..i took a 3 n a half hours nap..LOL..took burger,instant noodle n cereals for dinner..continued chattin wit xinning as she's on her way bck to singapore..fell asleep at 2am..left my hp under my pillow wit vibration on..woke up at 5.24am thk to d reply frm xinning..chat wit her til she finally reached singapore..which is 5.45am..gud luck in singapore agn my fren!!

2009-01-22T16:49:00.000+08:00

how do u definate d phrase "jus playin" o "jus jokin"??..does d word discriminate suppose to b in d definition??..YOU thk u're so cool..so influential..so tough by discriminatin others??..by belittlin ppl??..well..to me YOU jus sux..YOU use others for ur own pride..d worse thg is YOU uses ur fren..after years of frenship..dats wat YOU do..i'd always takin YOU as a trustable fren..YOU broke my secret..YOU discriminate me..YOU belittle me..YOU make fun of me..WAT TYPE OF FREN ARE YOU??!!..YOU r so pathetically selfish..dis is not a frenship worth appreciated!!..if to YOU dis is wat YOU cal jokes n jus foolin around..continue wit it..i'm not in it..our frenship shall end here..!!

who am i talkin about??..dis is for me to noe n for u to find out.

i dun thk anyone noe who i'm talkin bout
bout dis is exactly wats in my mind..it had been a relieve since i let it out

after years of frenship i dun
wan dis to end our frenship.
but i seriously can't stand it anymore,
it'll jus end if dis continues.
i hope ders limit in everythg.

final day of recruitment

2009-01-15T18:37:00.000+08:00

as usual..reached scul at 7.30am..started of 1st lesson wit 3 whips at my hand by MR LIM PENG CHEW bcos i lied dat i din bring buk to scul..LOL!!..i felt some heat on my hand for around 3minutes..den it's sejarah agn..d so called sleepin gas aka mr siva entered da clas..i fell asleep so many times..his clas is real borin..he'll mumble mumble everythg from d text book..zzz..ptg-ed d lesson b4 recess wit calvin..went to d canteen to buy food..rite after we bought our food..d head of diciplinarian..MR LIM AH SENG called us..here's d whole conver durin dat time.

mr lim/calvin/kaixian

oii..wat time izzit now??..y r u al eatin??
sorry sir..i helpin juniors whole fud(he's lyin)
he got freaked out n ran away
i came down early to report my hair sir(lying too)..xD
u al not suppose to b here..go back to clas now..ltr come find me in dicipline room!!

i continued eatin while calvin was stil hidin..LOL!!..wen to recruit after recess..d RD leader..ALVIN CHEAH..wen back to clas 5minutes after recruitin..jus bcos he scared to kena ptg..he left me n calvin recruitin by ourself..end up we kena ptg once more..great la dat rd leader..we kena ourself while alvin cheah is inside his class..wth man!!..haizz..but d gud thg is our sacrifices was kinda worth while as we managed to get 26members..yeah!!!..xD

2009-01-13T16:15:00.000+08:00

-copyin notes in chemistry lab(can any1 read d word on d eraser?)-

-shaun's job..(wit d writin on my eraser)-

-a clearer view of his action on a gud student..LMAO!!-

-chemistry notes-

-jus some random pics dat was captured today..-

2009-01-12T18:46:00.001+08:00

-Saturday,10 January 2009-

d first week of schoolin had ended..d annual recruitment of pfs was held on d past saturday..i over9-ed in scul on friday nite for d preparation of d recruitment drive..i stayed awake for d whole nite..played football in d mid of d nite wit daryl after our jobs were done..as time passes by, the form 1's start arrivin as clock stricks 7am..we gave our final touch on our items n start changin into our scout u..da recruitments continued til 11am..den every1 started 2 leave d scul compound..leavin only me n calvin cleanin out d bamboos in our side..luckily cason n adrian from 8south came over to help.."thx guys"left scul at 4pm..went for mee goreng at jelutong wit calvin..den he came over to my hse to take a bathe..went to queens after bathing to buy some revision bookss..we were blurrin most of d time der..LOL!!..played a round of air hockey wit calvin..I LOST TO HIM BY 4 POINTS!!..dang
-Calvin Tan buaya-ing on d gateway..LOL!!-

-Sunday,11 January 2009-

went to queens agn early in d mornin..al thx to popular bookstore for havin some techical prob d day b4 cosin me unable to buy d books..we went to kapitan in queensbay to take our brunch..d nasi kandar is jus fantastic..xD..went over to queens after brunch..selected d revision books i wanted..it reached d price of RM177.70..as expected my dad started mumblin..but stil he had no objection..=)..den went to shop for some new year clothes..d budget given by my dad was only RM50..WTF!!..wat could i buy wit dat..==!!..ran a round queensbay to look for a pair of clothes which cos 50bucks..end up after 3hours of walkin round i only manage to get a pair of shorts by chargers which cost me RM39.90..i wanted to get another t-shirt which cos 23.90..unfortunately der was no size for me..i needed M size but der was only S n L..==!!..so i bought only a pants after choosin for 3hours..LMAO!!..went bak hme after dat..went to my gma's hse for dinner..my dad was havin prob updatin his laptop==!!..so waited til 12am..reached hme at 12.30am..neva tot of slpin after bathing..so i cleaned my room til 3am as der was lots of books to b thrown n arranged..sigh

-Monday,12 January 2009-

woke up @ 6.30am as d 2nd week of sculin started..attended d weekly assembly..was lucky nt to get caught for my side hair..mwahahah..i pushed my fringe up wit hair cream..al d offenders which got caught was given a "bamboo made kuey teow"..xD..i slept for d whole 2 lessons of maths in class..wish i could thx d teacher for bein so kind..LMAO!!..after recess i ptg-ed 1 lesson of physics..xD..den entered bm class..got punished for not copyin notes...stupid idiotic teacher..i was asked to write a pendahuluan for rumusan on d white board..==!!..but too bad i din bother to..xD..reached home at 3.30pm..played a game of dota game wit my bro's fren..which is somehow lik bully cos it was one sided..mwahahah..started doin my hmwk afta playin.. to some of my frens inoe it's hard for dem to believe i do hmwk bt i really did..xD
-copyin notes in scul-
-hmwks!!-

dats al for todays' post,

byes ppl..
signing out,
kaixian.

..fiRst dAy oF sChoOliN..

2009-01-06T09:58:00.000+08:00

woke up at 6.45am today..i guess my mum woke me up a bit too late cos it suppose to b 6.30am usually..i jus couldn't wake up myself as i'll turn da alarm clock off wen it starts ringin..so i nid my mum..den i went 2 take my bath..was inside der for 20minutes..bathing n dreamin at d same time til my mum shouted at me..LMAO!!den after dressin up jus took a glass of fresh milk n i'm out to scul.
-early mornin..stil blurrin-

reached scul at 7.25am..5 minutes b4 scul start..hehe..den scul started of wit assembly..listenin to d teachers crap..blablabla..urghh..sleepy!!..den complication occur as 2 teachers came out wit diff instructions to put us in our respective clas for year 2009..i was put in d same clas wit calvin..4Gigih..a science class which is wat i hoped for..unfortunately it is d las class for science tho d teacher denied it..it was kinda embaressin..but anyhow i stil needa go thru d year in dat clas..so i shall jus start studyin n work towards d goal my dad gave me which is below 100 in d form position d whole year n consistently o he wil bar me from scout activities.cason,kenny,shaun,beng hai, n chris was oso in d same clas..calvin was elected as monitor..but he slept in clas rite after d teacher left d clas..SO RESPONSIBLE!!LOL!!..

-d monitor of d clas slpin in d clas-

we walked out of d class by da 3rd lesson cos it was so freakin borin n teachers r not enterin d clas..we walked round d scul recruitin form 1s..den i ate nasi kandar for my recess..woohooo..after so many months..xD..went back to class 2 lessons after recess..obviously i ponteng-ed another two..hehe..no teacher agn..as expected..den teacher entered n der was spot check..luckily no one discovered my hp..but i was caught for my hair..accordin to d prefect my side, back n fringe is long so it means every part is long..n d teacher threatened to cut my hair if i dun cut today..but who cares..stil nt gonna cut..hahah..calvin,kenny,cason n shaun was oso caught..dang dicipline case by first day of scul..WTF??!finished scul at 2.40pm.

reached home at 3.30pm...arghh..took a nap after my tlunch(combo of tea n lunch)LMAO!!

gud luck to everyone!!

2009-01-04T12:36:00.000+08:00

jus came back from recruitment drive mtg..it was kinda fun der..khai ling,wernyen n zhi lin turned up to help..da bad part is i got chased by two dogs wen i was walkin home..==!!..neway..i'm not sure wen i'm gonna update agn as scul is re-openin..wil update agn asap

i would lik to wish al my frens gud luck n al da best in a new schoolin year
strive for da best..!!

..jus forget bout it..it's a misunderstandin..

2009-01-04T04:01:00.000+08:00

i had made my decision of lettin go of da miserable mornin which i got thru ytd..da post about d incident had been removed..so i believe only a few read..i guess misunderstandin is da best word to replace da whole post i posted ytd..so i shall jus take it dis way..no more grudge n revenge..=)

NOOO!!!..my dad's askin me to focus on study from now on..no more freedom..T_T..my comp may b locked..no freedom to go out..less mtg..omg..stress..neway..it should b a gud thg for me as i'm plannin to turn over a new leaf n focus in my form 4(if i can even do dat)..ahahah

sculs' startin in 1 and a half day time..it's gonna b a new start to my stressful year..so much more to go thru.studies,scoutin, n so much more..won't b able to go online so often anymore..sobz

.i guess dats al for my post today.
.wishin everyone welcome back to scul n gud luck in 2009.=).

2009-01-02T14:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRENS N FAMILY MEMBERS!!

***may al ur wishes come true***
-may everyone lead a successful lyfe in dis 1 new year-
2008 is a past..2009 is today
***let go off al sorrowful & hard feelin of 2008***
-keep only sweet & happy moments of 2008-
***make 2009 a happy & prosperous year***

...a new year represents a new turnin in a new us & a new lyfe...
-let us al turn over a new leaf & be wat we should b-

"wishin everyone bst of luck & a happy lyfe"
-----happy new year------

..so much for my happy endin..xDD..

2009-01-01T10:00:00.000+08:00

year 2008 had ended in a happy way for me..ders some update for my pmr rewards..my 2nd aunt had gave me extra 100bucks,my 3rd aunt gave me 200bucks while my parents paid 400bucks for my new hp..woohoo!!..jeff was complainin he got only 50bucks for gettin 7a's..ahahah

my result may had reached da satisfaction of my family members..but nt to my satisfaction..i could had did better if i put in more effort..now my main wish for year 2009 is to b able to turn over a new leaf n focus in my form 4 n score well.

at 4 yuejin,jeff,me n calvin met up to buy food for a new year eve party at calvin's hse at nite..went to tesco wit an illegal taxi..thx to me..xD..it cos us 20bucks jus for transportation from sky lane to tesco n back..reached taxi at 5sth..bought cheese,sausages,pasta sauce,tomato puree,some drinks n pita bread..can anyone guess wat were we havin in da party?

back to calvin's hse at 5.30pm..den wernyen n da laughin hyena(khai ling) reached..we made a deal(only for da guys)..we wil start off wit fifa09..loser cook..so jeff n yuejin started da first game..and yuejin got knocked out..after da first game zhi lin n mei wan reached..den me n jeff..beat him by 3goals..woohoo!!..the red devils got shot down by da gunners..ahahah..so i continued playin..and da group of girls had definitely cos a havoc in calvin's hse..lmao!!calvin's dad(mr t.b.l) had to lock himself in his room..xD..dey started cookin n fightin for da ingredients..da mos unlucky was me as wen it's my turn to cook da ingredients were al finished..argh!!
-me watchin da first game..jeff vs yuejin-
-me against jeff while calvin n yuejin watchin-
-my destroyed pizza ==!!-
went home at 9 cos had to attend a function..went back to calvin's hse at 11pm..played chor-tai-tee..den vs wernyen in king of fighters..had to admit she's kinda gud..ishh..den had a rematch wit jeff in fifa..i was beaten by him..i was usin chelsea while jeff usin man utd agn..he got disturb n whacked up by khai ling who is a chelsea fan everytime he try to score..i got whacked up by wernyen bcos i try to injure WAYNE ROONEY!!,everytime jeff fail to score n each time i got a shot on target..arghh!!..i got headache after d game..ish..da girls were standin by da window havin countdown n shoutin to wish da whole neighbourhood HAPPY NEW YEAR!!..LOL!!
-dey took dis pic without me..argh!!-

followed jeff back at 12.30am..reached home around 12.40am..couldn't go online cos my aunt wan me to go to slp rite after my bath..sighh..so continued textin til two b4 i finally step into dreamland downstairs at da couch in da living room..==!!

disappointment!!

2008-12-31T07:22:00.000+08:00

as expected bad results for me..my 500bucks reward is totally dwn d drain..i only got 4a's out of 7 subjects..da rest were b's..da rewards dat was promised by my grandma was 7a's=1000bucks n 5a's=500bucks..n ntg for less den five a's..while nw i got only 4a's so 500bucks had jus flew past my face..fortunately my grandma agreed to give me 200bucks..300 less.

A's
-Bahasa Melayu-
-English-
-Science-
-Geography-

B's
-Mathematics-
-History-
-Kemahiran Hidup(teknikal)-

anyway i had expected it earlier..da 3 subjects dat i got b is exactly as i predicted..i knew i did badly in the 3 subjects..i was havin nightmares bout me gettin 2a's for a few nite since da past week..n i had a dream of gettin 4a's las nite..so i guess da dream las nite was da only correct wan..i'm kinda disappointed bout da result..but my aunty n grandma is tellin me nt bad d ok d n my frens is askin me to cool down n cheer up but i dun thk it's workin as it was an important exam for me..i should had study much earlier..neway thx for da support

i'll jus let it go n luk forward to my form 4 year..hope i wil b selected into science stream..can't wait to get my reward from my grandma!!!..xD

2008-12-29T21:00:00.000+08:00

-the borin n blurry mornin for me-
slept at 5am ytd..woke up at 9 bcos had to follow my parents to d market after fetchin my bro to ttn..blurrin d whole time..ltr on calvin text me tellin me badminton postponed..i was lik WTH??!!..so we tried arrangin over n over agn..end up we manage to held it..but nt in bukit dumbar bt permata.

-the borin condition of afternoon too-

reached my granny's hse at 12.15pm after fetchin my bro from ttn..he came up wit a statement sayin i controlled da comp n dun wanna let him use..my messenger cosin da comp to lag bla bla bla bla n i had to take da scoldins..damn it..den i went on as usual..bloggin,plurkin,chattin n frenster-in..den entered a dota game which i feel it's gettin borin.den alvin called to inform me dat badminton is in desa permata..5-7pm..unfortunately..yuejin couldn't make it..haih.so i asked for daryl's help in transportation..calvin told us he's comin but ltr.

-a creepy n freakin moment for me-

left hse at 4.45pm to walk to da destination i promised to wait for daryl at..which is opp skbl..at da cemetry..OMG!!..creepy..i was walkin at da quiet streets to reach der..took a rong turn which cos me to take da big round..i was replyin msges while der r lots n lots of bikers passin by starin at me..gosh..it was creepy..dat place was known for snatch thief..n dey luked lik suspicious ppls..i was so freaked out as i was in front on da cemetry with indian bikers starin at me(sorry if dat sounded racist)..while at d other side daryl forgot his shoe n reached late..i stood n holded my fear der.

-in desa permata-
reached desa permata at 5.15pm..alvin was der much earlier den us..so we played n played..den alvin's dad came..he played too..den he bought us some cold 100plus..thx uncle!!..half an hour ltr calvin texted me to inform me he couldn't make it..he claims he could nt locate his parents after shoppin in queensbay..==!!we met hon sern,chong wee n his frens der..bcos of calvin i needed to ask for hon sern's help to bring me home..luckily he din mind to fetch me home..thx hon sern!!

-after badminton-

reached home at 7.30pm..my whole body was so sticky n sweaty..yucks..hate dat condition(sound girlish??owh too bad!!)..took my bath once i reached home..n amazingly ders no food left on da table..i was so hungry..so i decided to cooked instant noodle wit crab stick n egg..it was kinda nice..it's really fillin..den gotta clean up da dishes al by my own..after dat, once agn i'm back in front of da comp..xD

a close to miserable day..sigh!!

2008-12-27T11:06:00.000+08:00

it had been a damned day for me ytd..woke up at 8 o'clock in the mornin..i was havin a headache n feelin so sleepy as i slept at 3am da nite b4..was sms-ing on da phone..den went online in the mornin..couldn't find anyone online..it was so borin for me in the mornin..

went for mtg in the afternoon..i was so late for mtg..spent time der..talk talk talk..work work work..n den eat..hehe..ate a piece of roti canai n a glass "limau ais"(intro-ed by yuejin who claims xinning intro-ed)..==!!..so i guess my happy moment ended here..

i rushed home to dota wit calvin,alvin n yuejin who is in sky lane..got dc-ed in the first game cos couldn't ping da host which is yuejin..so calvin c8-ed da game..so i joined..it was a miserable game for me..so tofu da whole game..keep dyin..alvin n calvin made a great team.

went out after dat..den had my dinner..went online rite after i reached home..i found out ders sth rong wit my phone..i couldn't connect to my comp..it's either da port in phone is havin prob o my usb cable..da comp couldn't detect it..if i hold da phone up da comp can detect..if i leave it connection lost agn..arghh..i wish it's jus da prob of my cable n not da prob in my port cos if dats da case..it's gonna be so costly..HOW AM I GONNA TEL MY DAD??!!..ish

i continue chattin n checkin my cable til i forgot i promised to go offline by 12am..at 12.30am my aunty reminded me n told me dat i can't go online da next mornin..but stil she gave me freedom to go online..da only punishment was to sweep da garage..thx aunty..xD

a borin year of chirstmas eve n christmas..

2008-12-26T10:02:00.000+08:00

dis is somehow my worst christmas in da history of my lyfe..COS IT'S SO BORIN!!i attended mtg on christmas eve..der was no celebration for me at al dis christmas..der was no bbq..no family dinner..omg..da only thg i could do on christmas eve was to lie down on da couch n watch "the legendary warrior"..==!!..but da mv was nice neway..at 11.55am i start textin n receivin texts..it was kinda enjoyin dat time..i chatted n played my bro's gameboy til 2am before i decided to sleep..

my dad was disturbin me non-stop..keep askin y i dun hav any bbq nite dis year...==!!

i woke up at 12 in the afternoon on christmas..i wen n lie down at da couch agn viewin thru da channels by astro..BORIN!!..my dad was paintin da grill of my hse..i had to take corn flakes n chocolate milk for my lunch as i can't wait for my dad to finish paintin..rite after i finish eatin my parents went out for lunch..arghh!!..so i stayed at home n watched "21"..dat mv can really bring me back to dreamland..zzz..i went to disturb my bro who was playin dota upstairs after da mv..den i startin takin over d seat n started playin..=)..after dinner i'm back in the couch agn..chattin on my phone..my dad was furious cos i was usin da phone da whole day..he threaten to keep my phone.i was like omg..ok i'll stop..ish

dats how my borin two days had pass..god save me!!..as for today i had 2 attend for mtg agn..sigh!!

..da day of truth..

2008-12-26T09:46:00.000+08:00

all form 3 students of 2008 sat for PMR from october 13 to october 17..da outcome of our hard studies shall be revealed on da 30th of december which is on tuesday next week..gud luck to everyone.

rain-love story(english)

2008-12-24T10:55:00.000+08:00

oh baby there's something dat i hav to tel u bout,
can't hold it in my heart,
all this pain is breakin me down,
thought i found my one true love,
couldn't show u how i feel,
i was stupid baby,
my pride wouldn't let me b real,
i'm askin for one more chance,
didn't noe where u stand,
or wat ur feelin demanded from me,
i pleaded ur luv wouldn't pass,
u left me out da rain,
when u jus walked away,
this song is a story of a true love tradegy,
i give up my heart,
i tried to give u al of me,
we've come to an ending somehow,
i don't know wat to do,
but i dun wanna forget nw,
i love you baby,
i stil love u,
this is the sound of honesty,
i gave up my heart,
i tried to be al i could b,
my hearts gonna wait 4evr,
i'm stil holdin on to......
...all of our moments together,
i luv u baby,
i stil luv u,
we were so much in luv,
tel me how could u forget,
wish u were here wit me but...
...memories are al i hav left,
it seems da promises...
that u made to me were ntg,
and you're smilin girl,
but i can see you're hurt within,
i'm askin for one more chance,
baby give me ur hand,
so we can both understand dis luv,
i pleaded ur luv wouldn't pass,
al da pieces of my soul,
want to live in ur heart,
this song is a story of a true love tragedy,
i gave up my heart,
i tries to give u al of me,
we hav come to an endin somehow,
i dunno wat to do,
but i dun wanna forget now,
i love u baby i stil love u,
this is da sound of honesty,
i gave up my heart,
i tried to be al i could be,
my heart's gonna wait forever,
i'm stil holdin on to...
...all of our moments together,
i luv u baby i stil luv u,

-dis part of song is dedicated to someone who i wish would understand me more..-

a memorable day

2008-12-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

-group pic..(2nd shot)-

-back view of me..in mega que-

-a group pic wit xinning(i luk so blurry..hehe)-

our dear fren xinning wil b leavin penang for further studies in singapore tmr..we held an farewell outin for her in gurney..it was attended by calvin,yue jin,jeff,wei sheng,jian ming,me,wern yen,sheng hui,mei wan,zhi lin n obviously xinning..we reached gurney at 10.30am while another half reached ltr..wen to wrap up some present..den we started off wit brunch in kim gary..to be honest..i dun enjoy der..it's expensive n not dat tasty..xD..den spent half an hour standin in front of da cinema thkin wat movie to watch but end up din even watch a single movie..==!!..as expected we headed to da arcade..spent almost half da day der..spent n spent on games..den walk around..girls went for sa-pe-de once more in a&w while yuejin and calvin is singin..LMAO!!..den headed to mega que for some pool..hmmm..as expected once more i jus sux in it as it was my 2nd time playin it..hehe..it took me four rounds b4 i can actually get grip of da stick..xD..den we gave xinning her suprise prezzie..everyone was wonderin wats in da huge box..too bad it's a secret..ahahah..we sat at starbucks for quite some time..den we took some group pics..and one by one da girls leave..yuejin,calvin n i waited at da main gate for 1 an a half hour..courtesy of calvin's dad who was suppose to fetch us at 8..end up i reached home at 10 and no food left for me..==!!..

dats how my day had ended..sigh
we gonna miss u xinning..frens 4ever

-the man who can't be moved-

2008-12-17T00:33:00.000+08:00

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

Traplex08

2008-12-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

-4th of december 2008 - 7th of december 2008-
-penang free school-

a major event was held here..Traplex08!!

der had been continous ups and downs throughout d whole camp..conflicts continued..however thgs had to go on as usual..as how ppl use to say..d sun stil rise n set no matter where u are..so we had to force thru it..forgive and forget was applied..over n over agn we forgave n forget..it was kinda tough for our unit to go thru da camp dis way..however we hang on..we enjoyed and played durin da fun time and cabaran..it was da time da whole unit got together and play..den it was campnite dat was da most memorable to me..we went on wit al da events..dances,sketches,and specialties..den free dance..woohoo..my favourite..den da theme songs were played..shake it by metrostation,sempurna by andra and da backbone and oso shuo hao de xing fu ne by jay chou..we danced we enjoyed & we cried..it was my bst campnite..on da third nite i did not get a chance to finish up my memorable nite as i had to go back early..thx to my hk trip..argh!!..

after al..it was somehow my worse but my most memorable camp..miss da camp so much..
thx to tl matt,atl davids lim,atl daniel cheow,atl quah and assl chuah for makin it a success

missin da camp..

.2nd pre camp.

2008-12-02T22:42:00.000+08:00

-sunburn..face bcome so red-

jus in time for another post jus before i go for my over9 mtg..Traplex08 2nd pre camp started today..i was kinda frustrated of da organisation of da unit today..i dunno wat to comment so me and xinyi who were in charge of da eq rack jus keep it to ourself..we were given orders and asked to strike over and over agn..we spent whole day on da eq rack..den every1 got fed up and helped daryl wit da tower and gateway..sun burn al over us..everyone were complainin..we turned into "LOBSTERS"..dat was da word dat was said the most in the campsite.LOL!!..

neway..gtg for my over9 mtg de..so long

signin out,
kaixian

bst mtg ever

2008-12-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

al my frens met up at my house..we went for breakfast behind my hse..den we went to da playground..after few minutes,some went to mtg and some went to scul..den we meet up back in mtg place..settlin al probs..peace at las..den we went for lunch together..it was da first time whole unit includin guides and scouts sit together..we joke and had fun..our best unit lunch..we found out sth bout our dear ul and us too..LOL!!..da unlucky Lushi got water spilled on her..dai sei..ahahah..den we went back to mtg..10minutes ltr headed to scul..we joke on our whole journey..plans were made..xD..observation bout sth were made too..LOL!!..it was da bst Traplex moment we had dis year..some guides wanted to stay ltr cos dey enjoyed da mtg..yet dis is gonna be our las mtg as pre camp starts..gonna miss it..

i guess dis shall be my las post until Traplex08 ends n until when i'm back from HK..i'll be flyin to HK by da 6th of December..so i couldn't finish up da camp..plans were made to make dis years' memorable nite a real memorable wan..wil update after i'm back from HK

neways..good luck and al da bst for al Traplex participants and excos'..

-doggies-

2008-11-30T19:58:00.000+08:00

-da youngest 1..BUDDY!!-

-da eldest 1..RINGO!!-

..a borin day at home..

2008-11-30T19:34:00.000+08:00

hmmm..i woke up at 1pm today..it was a nice slp..den i ate my gma's home made nasi lemak..it was amazing..den i went out for around 2 hours..rite after i'm back, i sat down in front of da comp..chatttin wit da same person for quite some time..den i went for da nasi lemak for da 2nd time bcos der was ntg better to do..den i helped my aunty wit some gardenin..as a result..i had an back-ache..==!!..after gardenin back in front of comp agn..sigh!!

feelin so bored..

a day of fun and realization

2008-11-29T00:58:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 8 today bcos daryl gave me a wake up call as he promised..thx daryl..den he reached my house at 8.30..i jus got up off bed..den after cleanin up we search for dance song and we found it.."o" by omarion..dat song is fantastic..den after saving da clip we went off to meet up wit calvin and waited for wernyen and da rest..and i met da funniest person i had ever seen today..HENG KHAI LING!!..she luffed non stop..her laughter is powerful enuf to make everyone start luffin.LOL!!..den we went for breakfast..wat an unlucky day as i order drink at a diff time...if i ordered earlier daryl could had pay for me..den for fud if i ate da same food as da others khai ling could had paid for me..sigh..after da meal she continued laughin..OMG!!..she's totally insane..den we wen over to deir mtg..and played sth to test my luck..xD..unfortunately it's proved my luck wasn't good..haihh..

a ful day off fun ended..once i reached home i started to noe so much thg dat happened and make me realised so much thg..haihh..someone's personality is so unpredictable..jus let it be..cool down my frens who went thru da toughness..everything wil be fine..=)

diggin mission succeeded

2008-11-28T03:16:00.000+08:00

owh yes..da food digger manage to dig out food..but it's jus kiam chai thing wit rice..xD..well i noe dis post is lame..ahaha..

-thing start to change..thx-

2008-11-28T02:12:00.000+08:00

haih..i left home fot mtg at 12..i kept to myself da whole mtg..even when we were at da playground..i was sittin all alone while da others are enjoyin demself on da slide..wat i hav to complain..i deserve it..so i shall jus keep to myself..i continued wit it til da mtg ended..but no one seem to care..except for mingyih..he's always da fren dat will be wit u durin ur ups and down..thx mingyih..so once i reached home i started receivin msges dun lidat la no one blamin u blah blah blah..watever..but i stil can't get thru it til dis moment dat we start chattin together..hmmm..i could feel dat i'm part of dem agn..neways..i stil needa do sth to pay back wat i had done..=)..neways..sorrry again to al my fren..and again i'm stayin late at nite..in a conver wit calvin,wern yen and daryl..gosh i'm so hungry..so long..gonna dig some foodd

-food digger..xD-

fAilUrE!!!!..

2008-11-26T20:21:00.000+08:00

da selection day was held in the youth park today..i was chosen as da main charater for da unit specialty..unfortunately i could not hold da role as wat i'm as expected too..hmmm..i've cos da unit to lost deir chance to perform their specialty in da campnite..only one outta three of our items are selected..sorry guys..

work it out fas!!..xD

2008-11-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

selection day is jus tmr..i din manage to finish up da job assigned to me which is to plan da scout dance..i'm so worry if Phorcyes may end up failin in da selection..i wish i could gain forgiveness from my Ul,Us and other unit member..i'm sorry my fren..

so, we had another over9 mtg to plan out sth for dance..i guess i'm not gonna get to slp agn as i'm stil feelin so sorry..and oso ders so much more to do..so lets jus work together dis nite to get a dance..every1 if feelin da stress now as da monent is gettin closer and closer..so lets jus get to work..adios

feelin sorry,
kAixiAn

.a 24 hours' mtg.

2008-11-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

-our midnite supper..xD..3 cups of milo and a bowl of corn flakes-

haihh..at 10 sharp daryl and i step out of my house and head towards out mtg place..as usual jus another dull mtg..til 1.30 when janggiap came to mtg..den we headed for our lunch after i cooked starch..den al da scouts except da fully contributed mingyih headed to my house for dance..while da other guides headed back to mtg place for deir guides dance..except wernyen and xinyi..we stared at da comp for quite sometime..askin each other wat now over and over agn..==!!..den calvin and da other members went back to da mtg place..

hmmm..den i went for dinner wit my ah ma..at 10pm daryl and calvin reached my hse for over9 mtg..arghh..gotta continue wit dance..STRESS!!..it's a doubt if we gonna slp tonite as Mr UL is jus watchin us..wow..we're so afraid of him..do we??..stil wonderin..xD..hmmm..not much time left..gotta continue wit our dance..adios..

hmmm..it's 2.30am now..looks lik i got blurred..i am editin my post instead of addin a new post..xD..hmmm..wat had we done for dis whole time??..urmm..havin some nice nescafe a cup each and milo too..hmmm..wat an enjoyin over9 mtg..ahaha..not much thg done i guess..combine dance is half past done..scout dance??..urm urm.can i dun answer??...ahahha..looks like it's a nice and enjoyin but wasted nite..xD..

stressed up and blurred..kAixiAn

nite wolf wakin up as an early bird

2008-11-24T08:22:00.000+08:00

i went to bed at 4.01am..it was a sweet sleep for me..i couldn't even move my body at al as i was so so sleeepy..den at 8.00am i received a wake up call from daryl..he suppose to come to my house early and get to mtg together..grrr..I"M SO SO GOD DAMN SLEEPY!!..so da wake up cal did not work on me..i went back to my sleep..at 8.22am..he called again.."Kai Xian,can u open da door,i'm outside ur hse"..i rushed out of bed and ran downstairs jus to open da door..and poof i'm back in front of my comp again..with my swollen eyes, blurry face, sharp voice, small small eyes,..xD..hmmm..kinda worry at da same time as me and daryl is in charge of da mtg today as UL Calvin is havin his UL & PL's mtg..i'll have to organise da mtg together wit daryl..and accordin to wat i heard today's gonna be da day wit da highest attendance..owh crap..and my US has to deal wit a parent..good luck to her..ok,dats al for now..gottta prepare for my mtg..see ya

signin out,
kAixiAn

.in the mid of da nite.

2008-11-24T03:42:00.000+08:00

wow...it's 3.42am..but i'm stil awake..same goes to my "good" US Yee Wern Yen and Daryl Yeoh..we were stil in a conversation talkin crap as no one tot of sleepin...dis is da third nite of me stayin up til dis time..kinda sleepy but dun feel lik sleepy..hmmm..wonderin wat i'm sayin..sorry guyss..i'm so blur rite now..ahahah..

stil awake but blurrin, oOi kAi xIAn

first day of bloggin..

2008-11-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. after so long.. at last i started my own blog.. somehow it's stil look very dull.. der gonna be much much more changes to da blog soon.. neway.. i would lik to show my appreciation to my fren which help me thru my time settin up diss blog.. too bad she din wan too be named.. neway thx to her.. dats al for today..

signing out,
kAixiAn